#PICK A GROUP

[marsprincess889]

Intuitive messages

Timeless, better for Spring and Summertime. 🌸🌿

Do not force the message if it feels wrong or innacurate, but if you were drawn to this and chose a pile, then maybe there is something here for you.

Group 1

Signs: Trees, forest, branches, "hollow", "hasty", "great", Berlin, Central Europe, Gloucestershire (England, UK), town/city/place initials W or P or H, wide meadows, dark places in nature, detective books, mystery books, pears, Worcestershire (England, UK), Barbie, feeling overwhelmed, stone trails, "Emma" by Jane Austen and the titular character_ Emma Woodhouse.

Nakshatras: Jyeshta, Anuradha, Krittika, Swati, Ashlesha.

MBTI: ENFJ

Disclaimer: apologies if my language comes across as harsh in this one. I tried ro edit it milultiple times but I keep deleting and leaving it like I wrote it the first time. Maybe it's meant to be that way. You can stop reading anytime if you think that it's definitely not for you.

You need to stop making everyone else's lives your problem.

This was straight to the point. I've never gotten to the gist of the message immediately before.

There are layers to what I'm thinking is your situation, and it's not looking good.

I think you already know that this is the case, but you can't change yourself, so you keep doing what you do.

It seems kind of obsessive and compulsive, and it might not have felt like this all the time, but at least it feels like that now, as if things going how you think they should go is a life or death situation. You also feel this deep, mostly subconcious responsibility.

For those of you who don't understand what I'm talking about, what I'm getting might be one of the following scenarios: having a deep emotional and/or psychological crisis because you feel like everything is going wrong and everyone around you keeps making things hard, feeling abandoned and angry because your friends and/or family and maybe even some other people refuse to listen to you, feeling betrayed because of the same thing, trying desparately to find answers as to why all of this is happening but missing the obvious.

The important thing that I should point out is that whatever you're trying to force on people mainly concerns them, not you.

I think that all of this is tied to the morals that you refuse to change. Maybe it's because you think that helping people is your purpose and calling, because you'll be a failure and the blame will be on you if you do not do so, or that you know better, so that means that you should be a guide and a mentor to others, even if they do not want it, because you think that they cannot recognize when things should be otherwise, or this or that way.

If so, then not only are you making your life harder by taking on all of that, you are also robbing people of the right to make their own decisions.

Let's unpack the possible missteps. First of all, thinking that you know better than others, especially when it concerns their own lives, is, in my opinion, arrogance. Maybe unintentional, but arrogance nontheless. Secondly, even if you think that, acting on that thought and meddling in people's lives, whether directly or indirectly (I think it's indirect and subtle for most of you, accompanied by charm and friendliness, passed off as care), is a bit cruel. I know that you don't see it that way, especially because you think you're helping and doing something kind. Care is all well and good but sometimes there is an extremely thin line between that and manipulation.

And that's what you don't see_ the line, where your life starts and others' end, or vice versa. You need those other people more than you let on and maybe even admit to yourself, maybe just as much as you think they need you. I see you as social, so, seeing as you also like to be an active part of others' lives, I'm guessing that you lack privacy and alone time. Maybe, at this point, you don't even have a life that does not involve advice to and attention from others, and that is what truly scares you.

To say that you need to set boundaries would be too obvious. If others have come to count on you and you do not feel like it, it's your responsibility to kindly explain to them why you cannot do so, and try to not make them feel like they are being unreasonable by expecting your help, because, based on what I'm feeling, you made that bed, you set that trend.

The feeling of chaos and paranoia(on some level) that you have is valid, but who's to say that it's others who created that? Life is not simplistic, at least it does not always feel that way, and if you find that you disagree with others, do not take it personally. Your views are right for your life, and if you genuinely want to help others, know that your effect might be different than what you intended it to be. Acceptance is a great thing. You obviously do not have to accept anything that you don't want to accept, but accepting how other people are is just accptance of the truth.

If you feel like others are making your life difficult, do not be afraid to set boundaries. You should know where your life ends and the others' lives begin, that's the main thing here. And I also think that you feel like you have control everything. There are bound to be surprises and unintentional consequences in life, it's never the end of the world. Do not feel guilty for making a mistake, but accept that you did so and try to learn from it.

I hope I was not too harsh on this, but this was not meant to scold you, just to make you realize some things.

🤍 best of luck

Group 2

Signs: biting, health, slipping on ground and falling, cash (might be a name), frozen ground, gray scarf, straight dark hair, curtain bangs, bangs, baby pink, dancer, living with your father, small town, gum, prominent mole on the face, USA, Canada, pale skin, natural pink(cool) undertones to the skin, had to get up very early in the past few days, 13, 22, 58, "Brokeback Mountain", at least one of the parents has/had a job related to finances, had a minor injury recently, name Lily (or similar names), name Heather, name Cynthia, name Zoya/Zoe, "Angel" (anything), a cafe/diner with the word "Breakfast" in its name/written on it, name Fallon, name Jerry, cherry trees, Glinda from "The Wizard of Oz"/ Galinda from "Wicked", dance classes, "Uptown Girls".

Nakshatras: Uttara Ashadha, Magha, Dhanishta, Bharani, Anuradha, Pushya, Uttara Bhadrapada, Ashlesha, Swati.

Very specific: Ketu in Virgo (sidereal), especially in Uttara Phalguni.

MBTI: INTP, INTJ, ISFJ, ENFP, ISTJ, ESFP.

Hello there 🤍 felt like writing a sweet little message at the beginning of your group after getting the message. You deserve to get this wothout overthinking. Don't overthink this, just, take it ok? Here 💕💕💕

This post has been in the drafts for months because your group was the last one to reveal itself to me, or it was just harder for me to understand it, or it became hard on purpose.

Ok I'm getting something about local drama and you being just over it. Just, so tired, so ready to leave and be done with it.

I support you!

Ok, but besides you being justly fed up with the unnecessary drama, I think there is a little habit or a tendency of yours that is not exactly helping it, or rather, helping you.

Even if there is no major drama around you now, you might feel like people overcomplicate things and consequently, frequently incovenience you.

"Be a mother in disguise."

I do not know what that means. I channel random sentences and then get ideas.

I think you have a thing/relevance with your inner child??? Or a young woman/girl who you have found yourself with.

A lot of things related to spiritual/psychological/inner nurturing are coming up. There is a need to be a mother to yourself, but more specifically, I am getting that you need to be a "mother" to a younger girl, really similar to the movie "Uptown Girls" regarding how I see the dynamic.

Hmmm yeah. I think this period is going to teach you a lot.

Interesting thing about your group: I have a pretty long list of signs, as you can see, and I got the imagery/associations pretty quickly, but I was just uninterested??? Not uninterested but just hesitant to talk about it, as if it's not worth talking about?? That does not sound right either, but I was just sitting with those signs, waiting for "the thing" to come through. I think that's how you are. That might just be how you feel about life: overwhelmed by details, but, bored. Very bored, in general.

I see you going through everyday life, thinking: "man this is so unnecessary... that too, and what even is worthy/necessary lately?" It's like everything that is taking your time up is pointless and boring and the same old unintersting thing. But, you keep doing them. I see you not knowing where else to go.

Dissatisfaction, annoyance, boredom, overwhelm, a need for repetition/stability/solidity/something real but also a desperate need to break free from mental/spiritual/environmemtal/circumstantial shackles. Everyday life is familiar and the same, and it's comforting, annoying, and terrifying at the same time.

"Stay."

This is the sentence I got for you. Yes it's a full sentence. So, if you were contemplating whether you should stay or go, here's your answer. But don't let me stop you if you truly know otherwise. I do think that you need to stay, at least for now. How long "for now" is, I can't say.

I also have a sentence addressed to me: "let them stay". Why do I need to let you stay? 😭

I am just extremely uninclined to and against giving you any advice, maybe that's what it is. I just need to let you be how you are, but then, this message still came through. Idk what it is in my text that you need/needed to read, but here it is.

I am still waiting for "the thing". I still feel there is more to this. I guess you feel like that too, mainly about your own life.

The song "Uptown Girl" by Billy Joel keeps playing in my head.

If you keep waiting, there must be a reason. It keeps coming slowly, as if it's not coming at all, but you feel it don't you? I don't know what it is, but it seems real.

What are you waiting for? Maybe you really need to stay. There will be a time to go, but there is something you should know. It's different for each of you, but that's what I think. Wait for something, maybe.

Let's also elaborate on that younger girl that many of you have come to know or will get to know: she might not be "you" exactly, but she has her own important role to play in your life. Look at that relationship with ease and curiosity and with an open heart. Remember that you still have your own life and your own problems, but she is also there.

"Keep dreaming"

"Toot" (what?????? Let me know if this is relevant for some of you😭)

"Angel"

I'm getting something about staying and then going. Stay, take the gift/find out/realize/free yourself/heal/remember/complete something, and then go.

🤍

Group 3

Signs: Drums, halo sticks, bones, teeth accessories? (So specific...), red or hot pink bedroom walls/mainly red or hot pink colored bedroom, marches/marching, name Patrick, name Cillian, mint gum/candy, Ireland, feeling lonely, feeling a bit angry or impatient, guns, orange and/or pink, you picked number three in my last reading, sharing fruits, walls, small flowers, fangs/vampire teeth, sharing gum or candies/snacks, small round flowers.

Nakshatras: Mrigashira, Chitra, Shravana, Revati, Purva Ashadha, Punarvasu, Ardra.

MBTI: ISTP, INFJ, ESFJ, INFP, ENTP, ESFP.

"Forgive your friend"

This is for you I think, and then I heard

"They have a problem with forgetting".

And it was about you.

There is a focus here on your energy and the inner struggle with it. Before I go any further, I want to say that there is absolutely nothing wrong with you, you do not need to fix anything about yourself and your emotions are completely valid. The messages are not so much messages here as they're things you already kind of know but are sort of out of focus.

I would've said that your pain or anger is clouding your vision but they're not. If they are, you are aware of it and you're aware of yourself. That might even cause you to overthink and repress your true nudges or emotions just because something made you believe that they're wrong or inappropriate, only to later explode.

Anger "issues", in your case, come from feeling ignored or shut down.

As far as I understand, this message is about finding peace and gentleness inside yourself while not compromising your values or repressing your passion. I think the first step towards that is accepting yourself radically and not overanalyzing your natural urges. I also get a sense that you feel shameful about certain things, like that shame comes and goes as you fight with it.

I'm getting something about small round flowers. Maybe they have symbolic or some kind of other meaning for you.

I heard "tell them to be safe in their own mind". (Addressed to me)

You need to stop feeling guilty for whatever process is going on inside you. Anger is a valid thing to experience and sometimes it is not imagined or perpetrated by your internal self. Trying to find the place in yourself to put a blame on for feeling angry is torture. Yes, sometimes it is not fair, not fair at all. Sometimes you just don't deserve to feel like that, but you do feel it. Great things can happen when you accept yourself and make peace with it.

There's also a need to be gentle with yourself.

I am actually getting that a lot of it has to do with politics, history and political views, and that it mostly affected you directly, as in, you're not just angry for not winning an argument. You've witnessed the effects in real time, and/or are experiencing them now.

I think you have nurtured your own thoughts but what you have not nurtured are your instincts. Your feelings need to be felt completely, deeply, thoroughly. I think there's a pressure to think, overanalyze, rationalize and act too soon in you, but you're going to have to let it go.

There might be an unconcious battle, some obstacle in your psyche that you're trying to overcome. I think it's self-invalidation and a feeling akin to imposter syndrome, where you feel like you're pretending. I think you ARE pretending, but not in the way that you think: you are repressing the truth within you because you conciously or unconciously feel like it's too hard to express or not deny it around others, too exhausting, too tedious and saddenning.

Again, sometimes life IS unfair. Realize that and make peace with whatever you're feeling, because you I don't think that you can keep going like this for much longer.

Even when you think that life is fair because of some cosmic universal law that humans cannot comprehend, sometimes life feels unfair, and it's completely valid.

It's the truth that when you repress something, it'll come out even stronger later. You can use that to your advantage by waiting to express, or, you can feel it right now and let it go with peace, whether you express it or not. It's up to you, whatever you think or feel is the correct thimg to do is the correct thing to do, just do not blame yourself for simply living.

There's no rush to make sense of your feelings, there's no benefit in forcing things upon yourself just to be palatable to others.

That thing that you care about so much, it's not going to go away if you take a slower approach, if you wait for a while to be more clear in your feelings. Time weeds out the wrong things sometimes, and even when it seems like the outside world is not letting you be free, do the thing anyway, but wait until you're ready.

There is psychological pressure in you, probably from the environments/people you've found yourself in/among for most of your life. You're still young, you have a bright spark in you, a fire that is repressed. It's not my place to dictate to you, to tell you things you've thought about, or to try to "fix" you. Nobody should. It's easy to forget that when everyone else seems to obey, conform and comply. You are not that. You are not obedient by nature. (I was just reminded of "Ella Enchanted" after I wrote that. It fits you reading so well. Please look it up 🤍)

You have it in you to be yourself in a way that is the most truthful to you.

I would really appreciate confirmation in the comments or reblogs, especially because all of these groups were more difficult to channel and/or extremely specific.

Wishing you love and peace 🤍

[tarotchariotpickyourcard]

Should you go for this job? PAC

Wondering if it would be worth your time? Do you have what it takes? Let’s see what the cards say.

please choose between group 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 from left to right

Group 1 (heart box)

Firstly, I got the idea of clinging to something, or sticking to something too long. Is there someone here who is scared of quitting or switching?

Romance

That’s interesting! My first thought is that it romanced you lol. It’s wined and dined you, and it looks very appealing. If we’re thinking in terms of should/shouldn’t, this can hint to a good match.

Something that blends well with your character, something that you’re attuned to, maybe you already have experience in this type of role, or you just know you would be good in it.

It can also suggest that perhaps a partner, love interest, crush so on so forth is involved somehow. It could also mean you might find a crush at work if you do get it.

I’m feeling good energy from this, even if there are some nerves. It’s just a little bit exciting or nerve racking. I get a good feeling from it though. There’s something about freedom, here. Maybe this job would allow a little more flexibility for your life or within your interpersonal relationships.

It looks like you really want it, and to be honest, why not, if you’re interested.

8 of cups

It’s funny, you’re wined and dined and you leave it all behind. Perhaps you’ll lose interest? But if you think deeply, there’s a need for meaning when it comes to your job role or vocation. Perhaps this might not meet your need for true meaning, a sense of purpose and a feeling like belonging.

If you look more into it, you might find that it doesn’t tick all the boxes after all, or you may have misunderstood something. Maybe there’s something important that this just wouldn’t be able to give you. I wouldn’t say don’t go for it, but I would probably advise not to have rose tinted glasses. I get a big feeling that there are some very strong needs that you can’t compromise on, and you only should if it’s safe to. But to be honest, there may be a better fit elsewhere.

Right so let’s look into your skills and if you are a match.

Outlets and Advocacy

What’s this? A remedy for the daily grind? That’s right, here’s the boost you need to experiment with some new past times and hobbies. Work can feel uncreative sometimes, or not aligned with who you are, or completely and utterly devoid of any sort of meaning or value or shred of humanity - but don’t despair! You have the ability to express yourself in other ways, and life is full of meaningful endeavours. There’s no need to chain your life to a boring job when there are gardens to grow, baseballs to throw, and pudding-based performance art installations to show. Get out there!

Interesting, we talked about needing it to be meaningful for you. 

I am my own best advocate. When I have an idea, I share it. When I have a need, I speak up about it. When I tell a joke and none of my coworkers laugh, I make sure to repeat it….and then explain it… and if need be, draw a diagram so everyone gets it.

You might bring some good humor to the workplace lol.

Overall this is good energy of someone who doesn’t sit down and take things. Very active in the workplace, someone who bring their ideas forward, someone who has vision and probably can’t stand a boring or simple type of role. You need some kind of creative input, you need to share those ideas and solutions.

You do have a bit of advice though with outlets, because even if you feel your work lacks meaning right now in this moment, you still have the ability to have meaning in the rest of your life. Your work is not your life, remember you’re more than that and you have meaning no matter what! You give meaning to wherever you are! You add something, wherever you go. You’re important and if you are currently working somewhere now, you are valuable no matter what they say (or don’t).

Now, what does this role ask of you? What does it want from applicants?

Filling the well

Feeling like your brain could use a tiny jump start? It might be time to take a break and go explore some completely unrelated territory for a few days. Wells can only provide so much water before they dry up. And brains are the same way. Regardless, your brain could use a kick in the brain pants, so step away from your routing and head to the nearest museum, park, concert, or chowder cook-off. Do it now! Hurry! Before your boss sees you climbing out the window!

So this role could be adventurous for you, or different than what you have worked in. Could literally involve a public place like museums concert halls etc. Seems kind of cerebral too. Could involve travel. I really feel like saying though, it’s more about your needs than the excitement of it that seems important.

So I think it’ll require more activity, figuring stuff out more, for you to travel from place to place maybe. So if you go for it, maybe ask about that. (It seems like you’re a good match, since you can put yourself out there).

Added note after: So fill your own well with 8 of cups here too. It’s about you finding meaning regardless. You are important and things outside are important. Things you create personally are important and life changing. You are valuable interpersonally! This is a hint to look after yourself right now. You might be overdoing it or expecting too much of yourself currently.

I hope that this helps you understand it a little more and what to keep in mind.

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Group 2 (shell)

I just got really cold then. Lol.

Look for a sign, and forgiveness.

Another interesting one.

Knight of swords.

Did you have an argument with someone? Or a disagreement? Oh dear, looks like someone said something harsh. Is this more about thinking you should leave as a result, to get away from a current role?

This could also be that you’re clashing with someone in your life. Maybe you’re only thinking of this role because your parent is telling you to “get a job already”. I don’t feel that much interest in it to be honest? This gives me the motivations of “i want to get away from this person, or stop the conflict, so this can be an out.”

Look for a sign is clarified by 7 of cups. It really is giving me the idea that you’re not sure you even want this particular role anyway. 

Or - you’re interested but confused if it’s the right fit. There’s just a lot of uncertainty here, and I would say that if you want to know if you should go for something, look at your true desires and motivation. That will give you a good idea on yes or no itself. I don’t think the angels or spirit would encourage you to go for something that doesn’t make you happy, or that doesn’t give you a sense or belonging or that doesn’t ensure your wellbeing. 

I really get the vibe that you’re hearing things you don’t want to hear, it’s unpleasant, and you need a break. If it’s possible, maybe get a day off or a day away from your situation. Let your mind rest, because when I see 7 of cups it’s usually when someone has been thinking so much that they’ve become confused. That’s no way to make a decision. 

And i’m calling you out - don’t worry, i’ve done  it too - you’ve probably been looking outside yourself to be told if you should or shouldn’t. Don’t get me wrong, I get it, you’re here after all, but I’m seeing more doubt in yourself here.

It’s like you don’t trust yourself. This can look like going with the motions, asking spirit for signs (but nothing is good enough or convincing enough), feeling the pressure too much from people around you. Indecision in general. I really feel you, here. Forgiveness could be a nod to forgiving yourself. Why don’t you give yourself a shot? If you had to make a split second decision here and now, would you?

I’m just getting the sense of being really harsh with yourself, remembering the coldness or nastiness of others, and other things all accumulating. Please grab your power back - that’s where the self agency is.

And you know what, even if people disagree with your moves or are unhappy with it - let it be. There’s freedom in that too. I see how down some people are here, and I really feel like your self esteem or confidence has taken a hit.

Peoples words seem to really get to you, but I think there’s a partial reason to this - (I got de ja vu, so strong) Maybe you’ve been bullied or put down very often which I’m so sorry for if true - one of the reasons being is that I see your energy has been kind of…ripped? It’s like a shield that’s disintegrated.

One little thing that I think can help you is to cleanse yourself energetically and shield yourself. You can ask archangel michael to come in, cleanse you of negativity and fear, replace it with positive white light and then ask him to put his blue/purple cloak over you to shield and protect you from outward negative energy. Really close your eyes and visualize this if you can.

A skillset of yours is

Ego

When my selfish ego rears its ugly, screaming little head, i calmly toss it a xanax and ask it to leave me alone. I’m a big, generous person, and in the grand scheme of things it doesn’t matter if smeone else gets the credit for my idea. Because at the end of the day when you really stop to think about it, the idea might end up being bad and then they’ll have to take the fall. So there.

I think this is great. This is a hall mark for someone who can move past things and keep working, keep being involved in a team, let the grudges go etc. This is what you want at the workplace! This is a very professional mindset. More people need to be like you. But at the same time, I get the idea of putting yourself down again.

Let yourself have that bit of fire, let yourself be a little more confident or expressive. It’s for the benefit of the workplace in the end after all.

What does this role ask for?

Prep work

I make friends with the quiet loners- organization and planning - and i suddenly realize how cool they are! I start hanging out with them. And I bend to their influence. I even allow them to give my daily habits a makeover. Normally I wouldn’t succumb to peer pressure, but isn’t efficiency the best? C’mon, just let me fill in one more bullet journal…I promise i’ll be able to stop.

So with this if you do go for it, organizational skills are a must. If you have a job history, make sure you focus and highlight this skillset and examples of it. Good luck if you do go for it.

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Group 3 (lightning)

Very strong answer, card popped right out

Oooohhhh, interesting! This is nice imo.

Remain positive

This card talks about there being positive momentum towards this desire, you speed up your dreams with a cheerful or confident demeanour. It may seem like your dreams are taking a long time to manifest, but soon you will see a change. Don’t allow yourself to lose hope when your dreams are so close to coming true!

That’s so funny with the hanged man.

I think straight up it’s probably a good idea, even if you don’t get it, I feel you would be on the right track.

If you go for it, you might have to wait for interviews, there might be a delay in responding, there’s something that might hold it up. Maybe you’ve just been waiting for so long for an opportunity like this. Seize it with both hands! This is clearly something you’re interested in or have been hoping to see this type of role/opportunity. Why on earth wouldn’t you take a shot?

Do you not think you belong there or have a place? Manifestation is strongly hinted here - you can MAKE space. This amuses me, because it could even go so far as making a new role to allow you in. There’s something unusual or different about this situation. If you don’t get this role, you’ll likely manifest something similar or within the same company. The feeling of open possibilities is really strong here for me.

If you wanted confirmation, here it is! It seems exciting. I know it must have been hard. Hanged man comes up usually when we want to do anything BUT wait. When it’s such a drag and we are actively having to practise patience. When we don’t like it or feel frustrated. Maybe you’ve had to give something up, maybe in the past you’ve had to surrender an opportunity like this. Maybe you thought you’ve had signs, but nothing seemed to happen.

Well, you deserve this opportunity. You’ve done the work for it, you’ve put in the energy. I bet the receiving bit was hard lol. 

Your skills:

Faith and tenacity

Wowwww you’ve really stuck it out.

I know in my heart that everything will turn out awesome. So I’m willing tyo have faith and trust that anything that isn’t awesome will eventually lead me to something that is. But I’m ready for awesome whenever you are, universe. Y’hear me? Awesome.

If at first you don’t succeed, try, try…to remember that there’s an old tired saying about this for a reason. Everyone fails sometimes. But failure is only failure if it happens on the very last page of your story, and since you’re sill breathing that’s not where you’re at right now. So if you’ve hit an obstacle on your way to success, don’t sweat it. Dust off your air quote and hang them on that failure as a reminder that failures are a part of succes, and this is all part of your lifelong job. Then, get right back to it! Your next failure is waiting to bring you closer to your dreams.

You’ve got it all! You can do this! You will get where you want to be and it will be because of you. I’m rooting for you!

What the role asks of you:

Modesty

I am willing to be wrong. I am willing to not know all the answers. I’m even willing to admit to my boss that i screwed up. Behind all this humility is the me that knows it’s better to be modest than to be a die-hard, try-hard, know-it-all. Isn’t that mature and gracious of me? You’re welcome. So funny how it talks about “failure” and now its saying being willing to be wrong. Maybe you should highlight where you’ve been wrong or made mistakes, and how you’ve fixed them and grown? The workplace or people involved could value this trait as well in general. You will likely get along better with the right people if you are yourself, warts and all, willing to learn and grow.

No one walks in knowing everything, and being willing to acknowledge that and asks questions till you do know lots is very valued.

Hope this helped!

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Group 4 (sunflower)

It seems like the job role or employer asks for a lot. 

Helpful people

Money’s coming in. That’s so strange to see from this card. But people want to help, or there are people who will want to take you on. I’m getting under their wing as well. You might be in a vulnerable place right now, and that can feel lonely, but there are people or opportunities coming for you. (after a time of clouds hanging over you)

To be honest, you seem like you could be a leader in your field, or someone who has gained experience that is very valuable. I wouldn’t be surprised if this is maybe a step up for you or has an opportunity for you. If you currently have a job then people might go to you a lot for advice, tips, or help. Helpful people might hint to a job role such as customer service, or dealing with the public in general.

You really do have something valuable to bring to the table, and this particular role should be grateful if they get you, because i see that you would be able to help them out a lot.

The angels have something to do with this. It looks like one of them is tapping the lady on the head lol. Like ‘hey, look at this’. I see that you bring a lot of clarity to a place. You could be good with communication (which is sadly not that common actually. Talking up a big game is different from communicating effectively in the workplace.)

The fool is a good sign as well. This talks about having faith and trusting. There’s a little angel and demon on his shoulders here, so you might have a choice to make, or you’re tempted to do something you feel you shouldn’t. It might be simply the temptation to stay somewhere for a certain perk vs going because you feel guided to.

The fool as always, gives the advice of look before you leap. Sure, trust is involved, but you don’t need to do it blindly. Ask people around you for advice or help with looking at the role and responsibilities fully. If you go for this, make sure to look at the contract fully, and ask questions that are specific and important to you.

Overall this is looking good for prospects. 

Your skill:

Oh. My. God.

It’s like I'm psychic or something. I’m turning the cards as I go. 

Communication

I am a masterful communicator with the ability to say what I think and feel in a way that doesn’t invoke conflict. Watch as I dodge the bullets of sass and snark! Marvel as I avoid the traps of passive-aggressiveness and victimhood! Be amazed that even though it’s sometimes stressful, I choose to communicate- an act that saves us all from the grips of certain unspoken seething!

Let me just bow down to you for a minute. THANK **** THERE ARE PEOPLE LIKE YOU. THANK YOU.

Moving on. What does the role ask of you?

Decisiveness

I go with my gut, when faced with decisions, I make my choices quickly and confidently. I trust my experience and skill and I will boldly and proudly go anywhere they lead me! So maybe you could focus a bit on how you’ve made important decisions independently AND leading a group. Maybe how one went well, and if something didn’t, how you mitigated that. There’s lots of leadership/managerial energy. A good mix of independent and group working together.

Good luck in your job hunt! You seem very capable and I hope your workplace appreciates you and your skills!

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For reading. I hope you enjoyed. I have discovered ai imagery. I don't know if I'm into it. Oh well.

[widow-tarot]

MINI PAC READING: What Does Your Crush/Person Think/Feel About You?

Hey, guys! Since it's my birthday today (6th of September), I'm here to deliver a reading connected to my situation. Please don't choose more than 2 groups for one person! If you don't feel drawn to any group, this reading is not for you.

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GROUPS: 1-2-3 4-5-6

GROUP 1

Cards: 9 of Wands rx, Page of Swords, The Devil, 8 of Cups, 7 of Pentacles, Knight of Pentacles rx.

First of all, if you're expecting any type of action/initiative from their side, you will be greatly disappointed. I have two messages for two very different crowds.

If you have a long history with this person (and I mean HISTORY with lots of stuff that happened, maybe some bitterness and regrets but also happiness) then this person is very conflicted about you and what to do. At the same time, they want to let go of this connection, free themselves and their mind, and start somewhere else far away from you but they also want to start again with you; do everything differently, clean slate. The question is "Is this possible?". They're at a stalemate, lots of thoughts running through their minds. It is a great burden to them.

If you don't know this person well, then I don't think they think about you all that much. They like talking to you (if you talk at all) or at least enjoy times when you're expressing yourself. They're very tired and some chaos in their personal lives makes them blind to potential romantic partners (could be they are going through something in their current relationship). Lowkey they just wanna be left alone. They're neutral about you.

GROUP 2 (18+)

Cards: Queen of Cups, 4 of Pentacles, Ace of Wands, King of Swords, The Hanged Man rx, Page of Swords.

They are very much attracted to you sexually and wanna fuck. They see as this emotionally mature and put together (in this case we got the feminine energy). They quite literally wanna wrap themselves around you (or make you stay with them, even for a little bit, hearing breakfast after sex or aftercare). We also got the masculine energy coming here with words (aka dirty talk, lots of foreplay and teasing, breath play). I also hear they wanna tie you up and make your world go upside down, I hear "make you feel so good you became dumb". They are the dominant and they know they have to prove their worth if you're going to consider them in any way or form.

GROUP 3

Cards: Queen of Wands rx, Page of Pentacles rx, Knight of Swords, Knight of Cups, Queen of Pentacles rx, Page of Swords.

Move on, my homie. There's no attraction nor desire to even keep you as a friend. It seems you don't learn from how they treat you or what they say to you (because I do feel like they told you repeatedly in different ways to back off but you disregarded their attempts). They were somewhat brutal in some ways in how they let you know they were not interested. They're also currently involved with multiple women, living that free love life. They don't feel the need to be in any sort of commitment and even if they were looking for something long-term, you're not the one on their mind.

GROUP 4

Cards: 3 of Pentacles rx, Death rx, The Hermit rx, 6 of Cups, The Emperor rx, The sun.

Once again there are messages for two different crowds.

You either know each other from your childhood or had brief connections in the past with each other but you never quite talked. There were always obstacles and you couldn't even make it last long enough to have a normal conversation, let alone a fling. You might have recently reunited. There's not much to say here about their feelings since it's very new and well, they're hopeful at least. It's very blurry but we have basically only major arcana so this is going to be interesting (I think it's worth a try).

You guys have a rocky history. Lots of downs, but the ups were worth the drama. However, you do seem to repeat lots of patterns, coming back to the same lake that you've drown in. I do see that they still have hope for this connection (and I think you do too since you're asking) but either you're going to change the dynamic between you or you're gonna be stuck in the endless loop of bad decisions and pain. Honestly, this connection seems like can be a happy one (I think but well most of the cards are reversed so I'm not quite sure) but you need lots, and I meant LOTS of work here.

GROUP 5

Cards: 9 of Swords rx, 2 of Cups rx, Page of Swords rx, The Tower, Knight of Wands rx, 4 of Wands.

Did you have a fight? Lowkey I see there's no reconciliation here. They feel regret and somewhat sad but I see that whatever the two of you had, ended and will not be coming back for a long time (or forever, the energy is fluid so I don't want to assume). They wish they could make peace with you and go back to how it was, but they can't. I think they don't even want to talk to you or explain so why the regrets if they gave up already? So despite the desire to make peace, they don't intend any action toward it, they're just distancing themselves.

GROUP 6

Cards: The Devil, 4 of Wands, Judgement, Queen of Cups, The Tower, 9 of Swords rx.

You are the temptation for them. I think they recently had a big break about you (hence The Tower) and honestly, they can't handle it. They don't know what to do and lowkey they are happy (like yay I have a crush!) but it's also terrifying. They see you as mature and put-together, not really sure if you're into them or if they deserve you (out of their league). They try to get out of this mindset tho, just give them time.

[fishnapple]

CRYSTAL READING: What would bring you good luck?

This is a general reading meant for multiple people. Take only what resonates and leave out the rest.

Your feedback is much appreciated. If you find the reading resonated with you, leave a comment, I’d love to know 🎐

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1. Trolleite group

There is a contrast of two sides.

blue vs. red

personal vs collective

A hidden fire underneath a calm blue surface.

Wearing or using white and blue objects during travelling, especially long journey, dealing with a large crowd or going to public institutions, religious or spiritual places, the banks etc. would help you navigate the surrounding environment more smoothly.

It could be the colour of the clothes, vehicles, bottle, backpack etc.

Bringing a book and a notebook with you while travelling is also very beneficial.

Going near a large body of water, the ocean, the seashore, fish, and shells will help calm and ground you.

But for your private home, planting lots of flowers, paint the wall in warm pale tones of pink or pale orange, yellow will bring wamrth and vitality.

For harmonious communication, you could use a pink phone or a pink phone case, a pink notebook and pen, and pink accessories.

As I have said above about a hidden fire, intimate connections would stoke a creative fire within you, bring in more inspiration and life force to your projects.

Show a more vulnerable and soft side of yourself to the world and see how that would lead you on an unexpected, lucky journey.

2. Citrine group

There is a sense of an overall blessing draping your life. It's soft and jubilant.

You should surround yourself with soft, pastel colours and oceanic motifs.

Having a kaleidoscope and occasionally looking through it can unwind some restrictive thought patterns.

Travelling will bring lots of luck and valuable lessons. Schools and learning are also very important steps.

The more you study broadly but also deeply, the more depth and value you will find in life and in yourself. There is a calling from the depth of the ocean. To go deep, your life is not meant to be spent in a light, breezy, superficial way.

Have an exercise routine, not necessarily something vigorous, but just move your body around, writing or practising something with your hands daily will also assist you in this journey.

A teacher with masculine energy would also help you transform your fundamental way of thinking, building a more solid and vibrant inner core.

I also see that keeping yourself warm and monitoring what you eat closely would bring positive changes to you.

Bright red, orange, soft purple and blue, black would be your lucky colours.

3. Garnet group

Some period of wandering by yourself, away from familiar faces and environment, would do wonders to you. Especially when you feel quite lost, confused, or aimless.

Allow yourself to be guided by your intuition.When the urge strikes, just pack your things and go without too many thoughts and concerns.

It would be like a spiritual cleanse.

Things that relate to cleansing would also help you. Soap, salt, something smells of lavenders, lemon, rose, and water.

After some long walks or runs, taking a shower with soap or shampoo of these scent.

Take good care of your hair. Our hair is one of the most visible signs of life growing, of progression. I would usually imagine it as inverted roots of the tree that is our body.

A healthy root system would make a healthy tree.

I also see that some objects with cradle-like shapes are quite beneficial for your financial and physical growth. A bowl, a basket, a candy dish, something that can hold others.

The colours to bring you luck are jade green, sky blue, lilac, and dark red.

4. Rose quartz

When I saw your spread, I immediately heard the sound of wind chimes. More specifically, a brass wind chimes, the one with no frills, just simple tubes of brass swaying gently in a place with lots of dark trees. The place feels simple, quiet, serious, and solitary.

Hanging some objects like wind chimes, dream catchers, or something light, delicate by the door or windows. Or wearing earrings with that kind of shape would bring good luck to you.

Even more so if it was made by your own hands. I even saw some kind of transparent panel make of glass or acrylic with painting on it, dangling in front of the window, sunlight striking through, making rainbow dance in the room.

Light and sound would affect your energy profoundly.

When things feel unstable, difficulties arise, you could go to places that are old, with lots of history, have big, strong, square structure, or anywhere that has 4 walls surrounding you to feel more grounded.

Number 2,3,4 would show signs of blessing.

Things or beings that come in pair, in groups of three or groups of four.

Consider using things with contrast, a combination of complementary colours ,

dark and rich colours combine with light, soft colours such as green and pink, light blue and brown black, lilac with dark red, orange with cold grey.

5. Carnelian group

For this group, it's not really about something physical like a place, an object that could bring you good luck. It's more about words, thoughts, and emotions.

When dealing with others, sometimes not revealing yourself entirely would actually achieve more peace and honesty in that relationship.

You have an intense inner world, you see clearly the hurts, the vulnerability, and the darkness in yourself and others. Your words would have a heavy , serious trigger. It's not easy to always bring that heaviness out into the open because it would create misunderstanding and anger in others.

So, not showing yourself too much, wait and observe, until you and the other person reach a certain understanding of each other.

An outward elusiveness and detachment sometimes would help balance out the inward gravity.

Having a psyche like that would manifest as sensitivity in the physical body such as allergies, so avoid eating too much spicy and hot food or strenuous activities so as not to aggravate the body further.

A healthy bridge between bodily nourishment and the psyche should be established. Observe how some food would affect you.

The biggest message is to take good care of your health. No amount of blessings is enough if you are not actually healthy to receive them.

For colours, dark earthy and creamy tones would make a nice comfy blanket for you.

[guardian5tiger3]

1. 2. 3.

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4. ( Yes, it's a picture of chingy. )

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Basically I think you're single with a big heart / a lot of love to give, and you have a friend that's gay or in a gay relationship or some of you maybe don't even realize if you have a crush that he's gay or has a boyfriend . Or youre in a three way relationship??????? If any of those are true or you literally just know two guys and one of them is similar to you somehow , they are talking about you . And it's possible one or both of them want you to be cut off from them or for you to have to leave something or a place behind . So you could actually be being plotted on in terms of them doing something maybe to get you kicked out of your place or fired ????! Dude if somebody IS in a gay relationship they could actually not be gay they could be straight and be making a mistake ...

WTF is this y'all damn . Looks like you've only been nice as f and in your own vibe . Do y'all have autism ????????? Or want to get checked for it ???! This the most confusing reading I've ever done . Cause it's possible these people are just reading you so effing wrong and being judgemental like for the few of you that that's your case I hope the culprit eats shit cause I especially feel your pain here . This also could be people from your past or something that happened in the past . Dude someone HATES you all cause you're just enjoying what you have or what you have worked for or your own vibe or something . Like why . WTF "with a cherry on top "bitch what the hell . You might have been excluded from a group of friends or something . . .... But you have the best energy though ... Like you're beautiful .uhm the advice is to flex on everyone ever. Just be bold about your vibes and how you look and flaunt it cause it'll mess these people's heads up It would make someone get so mad they'd prolly piss their effing pants hahaha . F k 'em . So that's ...your advice.... Good luck with ... This ....... Just flex on em idk they definitely have at least one or two people that know whoever these dudes are or whatever that look at stuff you post online too if you do or see you at a grocery store possibly??? Or at a restaurant if you're a waitress ..... Y'all get the point you would be seen and you'd have em freaking out ....... Bunch of nerds if you ask me , shoot.

( extra channeling . Someone ate some one ass I think it's these two guys that are gay with each other and it's funny and gross ? ) as if that's my business or anyone's but I think other factors involved make this justifiably hilarious for someone

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You are the last one standing in a situation. Channeling the hunger games here . You could be the only person in your own family to ever do something . You might have one best friend ( when I typed this, at this point I accidentally put 😉 this emoji somehow ????? ) or a pet .?

People have tried to delay you or throw obstacles your way or hurt you or something and I don't know that anyone or yourself ever could have imagined whatever destiny you have . It's going to teach a lot of people lessons . People that may have judged you especially if you live your life unconventionally . Whatever your destiny is is kind of shocking but will leave certain people in complete shame . I feel like some people you've dealt with somehow could never ever imagine admitting to being wrong on the level they may have been about you and it will be humiliating and ego shattering for a certain person or people . This is especially true if you tend to avoid conflict , or are a loner, or never experienced a party scene as a teen and young adult , or even like, sleep overs or birthday parties as a kid. You may have always been focused on things no one else really was while everyone else was in a way wasting their time with other things . It's so gonna pay off however the lifestyle similar to what I'm describing is that you've lived .

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Y'all seem good but maybe impatient about something or just, the future in general ? . You're either in love with someone OR that's what you're impatient about, your love life . Your soulmate is hurt right now and needs to or had needed to get away from something cause someone had some sharp words towards them not making things any better but making it actively get worse for them emotionally or mentally or physically . Whatever environment either of you are in it's not suitable for the type of love you two would have so there does need to be action taken in terms of fixing the chaotic or bad environment but sometimes it's up to this person to do and you are left maybe bored or inpatient then right ? If you guys want a family - like situation in any way be it just you two , pets , children , whatever . You can absolutely put your focus on preparing for that in any given way that you can .

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You're looking back on the past or rewatching old shows or movies or doing something for nostalgia maybe even eating something you used to . If this is what you're doing right now it's because subconsciously you want yourself to notice something negative that happened around that time . Or in your past generally . Something may have been not obvious enough or straight up going on behind your back or maybe you have blocked out trauma ? It looks like you're alright now but upset about the past . Don't force whatever you're trying to realize or remember but I think reading this might just help with that naturally coming up in your mind at some point . Make sure you don't get too lost in your mind and also consider practicing grounding yourself in the physical present moment . Something positive is about to happen to you . Either you're eating vegetables or you should be . Also look towards foods and activities that are positive for brain health . If you have a dog take the dog for walks or do that for more time or more often at this time . If you have a fish or hamster do not take a pet like that for a walk . Just a little PSA 😉 . there is one very good thing coming to you that might be humbling in a way but it is destined and it is great . It might come to you in the form of good news ? . But I can't say anything more about what it might be . I think the energy youre in now is very telling of what's to come as if youre preparing for something subconsciously. Take care .

[esotericpluto]

your life 5 years from now

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pile 1

fully intuitive, no cards

I feel like you will have a lot of success in your life, mainly financially. You will be very financially stable and living out your dreams. I see most of you will be in your desired career and learning everyday more about it, advancing in it and adquiring new skills. I see some of you investing money in various ways too, as buying properties, jewels or art pieces. Others might be investing in actions/stocks as well and building a diverse portfolio.

For some people in this group (mainly those who will be 25 plus in 5 years) I'm seeing that you will be building a family too or preparing yourself to build one, however I do advise you to be very careful with the partner you pick as some of you might be investing in a rotten apple without realizing. Do not ignore red flags and be 100% sure this person is fulfilling you and doing more than the bare minimum, as you do not want to regret the person you build a family with. Some of you might even receive warnings of this through dreams, so dream journal and study dream analysis.

Overall, I see, especially for women who picked this pile, that you will be highly successful. I see you having very close friends who are there for you and who are successful themselves, so no jealousy or envy in the scene. I see you all going on trips and nice fancy dates together and truly uplifting each other up.

You will be extremely well educated by then and might even be beginning to take on a PHD by that time. I also see you taking some free courses here and there and truly building yourself up and becoming very well read. You will be a real catch and grow into yourself both physically and mentally. You will be very grounded in all aspects of yourself. I am also seeing some travels around the world and possibly owning a cat or two.

pile 2

2 of cups, 10 of swords, 4 of wands, 7 of pentacles

For those who picked this pile, you will be entering a harmonious time in your life after a long era of suffering and worrying. I see, however, that all this depends on you. You will have to remove your blindfolds and actually take control of your life and make a decision once and for all about yourself and the direction of things. This might be working on yourself, working on limiting beliefs, putting end to toxic behaviors and thoughts you have about yourself or others, going to therapy and doing shadow work. For some of you, this will require the end of friendships/a relationship that won't serve you anymore and you will have to put yourself first, choosing yourself over them, even if hurts you for a while.

For others, this might indicate you are going to be entering a new relationship after worries of never finding the ideal person for you. However, I see that you will be plagued by fears that the relationship won't work or that the person will leave eventually and that you'll have to start from zero with someone new all over again. This is a valid fear, but you will only be allowing these thoughts to drain you out of life and happiness if you don't address them. Not only that, but you will end up easily minsunderstanding your partner or jumping to conclusions that will only put a strain in the relationship. You have been hurt before and you didn't deserve that, but be careful to not project the aftermath of that pain onto innocent people.

I do feel like this partner could be the end game for you, but only if you are willing to truly work through these issues and I'd recommend starting now. When the time comes, be willing to be open with them about the things you have been through as they'll be open minded and understand you better than anyone has. Consider going to therapy too and even couple therapy with them if you have the chance. People tend to think couple therapy is only for when things are going through rough patch or to "fix" things, but the truth is that every couple can benefit from couple therapy and it can help them heal from expectations and fears they carry on from childhood or past connections.

Working through all this will require some time dedication and patience from both, but I see it strengthening the relationship and even possibly leading to marriage and a lot of happy moments together.

I also feel like you might be going through a lot of tiring moments when it comes to your career in 5 years. I feel like most of you will still be trying to find a career/workplace that fits you and where you feel welcome. Others might even not be enjoying your job/employers for being too strict, non-understanding and draining. While you should be collaborative, you should never take abuse or energy draining vampires. You are strong enough to leave and find a better job for you, there are enough of them out there for you and you might even find a better area or truly follow your childhood dreams.

Your efforts when it comes to work will definitely pay off after a while and you will even receive a financial bonus/reward due to this.

I see a lot of celebrations. I feel like some of your friends or even family members like cousins and siblings (i'm also seeing an younger aunt possibly) getting married, engaged or having children. You might also be going to parties or hanging out with friends, trying to maintain a healthy social life. I'm also hearing to keep family close.

pile 3

Lovers, Temperance, 6 of cups, 5 of cups, Knight of Cups, 6 of wands, 7 of pentacles, 3 of cups

So I feel like for most of you 5 years from now this will be a time of self-love and balance in your life. I also see that you will be surrounded by life, with a stable partner/relationship (possibly already marriage for some of you) and expecting a new family member/child, whilw trying to balance things out in your life and home to make space for the new family element.

Because of this new addition to your newly founded family, I feel like you will be reminiscing a lot about your own childhood and how things went with your parents. I feel like they committed many mistakes that you feel resentful over still and that you'll fear repeating. It could also apply to anyone who might have hurt you during your childhood and you fearing the same happening to your kid. However, you're going to choose to look at this as a new beginning and as a way to give someone else the childhood they deserve, since you didn't have yours. I feel like this will help you heal your inner child and release the unwarranted guilt you might feel.

I feel like around this time you might even receive texts from ex partners trying to reconnect, which you will of course decline since you'll be in a happy relationship expecting (although this could also apply for people adopting/using surrogacy btw). Some of you, old friends will reconnect and want to catch up with you. I'm hearing to be careful with who you let back in, but a few of them will be trustworthy and you'll miss them in your life. I feel like some of them might just try to get into your life again for their own benefit and to ask you for money, so be careful. This could also be a family member for some of you.

Overall, it will be a time that you'll see many things come to fruition and you will feel truly victorious. I see a lot of happy joyful moments and celebrations, especially when the little one gets in the picture. I think it will be a very united and bonded family which is adorable.

There will be one month or two that you might need to go into introspection/solitude until you feel better and ready to face the world too. I feel like for some of you this could sadly be some form of postpartum depression, but I see you getting counselling for it and overcoming it without many struggles.

You will be pausing your career for a bit with this, however once you do get back I see people welcoming you with open arms, missing you and wishing you the best. I see you will also be able to get promoted/salary raise in a few months after you get back and so will your significant other, bringing more abundance to you two especially after being a bit tight on finances to make space for the baby.

[dreamer-journal-readings]

Pick A Card

"What is the message for you right now?"

✨ Choose whichever image resonates with you. If a reading doesn't resonate with you, that's all right; ignore what doesn't fit your situation.✨

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Group 1: II of Swords upright

Decision making might be in the pile of confusion today. Options before you do not seem right, but they are the only options for now. Honestly, both probably stink and you wish there were better choices. Today you must make do. Whether choosing a project partner, cheap materials for a quick craft, or whatever is in that old tote. How will you handle the confusion?

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Group 2: The World upright

What a day it will be with completion finally achieved. All this time working, waiting, questioning, and imagining of the day. You have achieved your goal. How will you celebrate the moment? Reflect on your journey to now. Was it difficult? Odd?

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Group 3: IX of Pentacles upright

Today you may happily enjoy the rewards of all of your hard work. No need to sit in wonder alone. You can feel secure in what you have done. Enjoy it as only you can. How will you relax today? It's yours to decide.

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Disclaimer: Tarot and Oracle readings are for entertainment purposes only.

[theeternalwomb]

what would your divine masculine be like as a father

message: I’ve clearly forgotten how to work Tumblr, I’ve had to rewrite this like sixty times but anyway, I owe ya’ll like 600 readings because I’ve been gone but I believe mercury retrograde in Virgo is trying to teach me work-life balance and get me to slow down and reprioritize self-care and rest. I’ve been very unproductive as of late, and I’ve just been trying to be patient with myself and wait until I had it in me to push out any content. Today, or this evening I feel a little pushed or called to do this reading and give you guys something after the drought my blogs and social media accounts have been in, I hope you enjoy the reading and find it fun and entertaining! 💙

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I’m automatically picking up on a very strong divine masculine here and energy. He’s enlightened, he’s in alignment with himself, his divine feminine, and he’s in tune. To say that he is only one parent all on his own would feel like an understatement as he is very nurturing, protective, and capable of many things, and being all the many people and guides and influences his children will need him to be throughout their lives. I’m hearing the saying “It takes a village.” And this is the type of father who could be the village all on his own if you couldn’t be there. You could have some sort of health issue or have a fear of not being able to be there for your children the way you should be or you may fear not being able to be the parent or the mother that they deserve due to your past and your experiences but this divine masculine is someone who will excel in parenting and raising children. If it so happens that you are not there or find moments where you’re not able to be completely there he would be able to take over and do what was necessary. That’s not to say that anything is going to happen to you or you’ll be faced with blockages that would prevent you from being present but if that were the case you could trust this divine masculine to carry your children as well as you.

This divine masculine loves you. He has a lot of love to give, he may have spent a large part of his life with his heart locked away in a box, or the love and the passion that he’s capable of giving locked away for his own safety so he could be sure he wouldn’t be giving it all away to the wrong person. He loves very deeply. You may know this person already and have a high-level soul mate connection with this person or a twin flame connection with this person. I’m hearing, you know this person's heart. You know who this person is, you recognize their higher self even if they don’t yet or the people around them don’t yet. And I see that he loves you very much, your children will be created out of love, will be well loved, and will be able to see what real love looks like. They’ll be able to see you not just being parents to them and loving them unconditionally but loving one another unconditionally.

You and this divine masculine could come from families with unstable relationships or marriages (ex. Divorce, a lack of marriage, abuse, etc.) and this connection was meant to break a generational curse, it is within your soul's purpose as a unit to break a generational curse and represent true unconditional love and partnership and I even feel called to bring this up because this divine masculine may have childhood trauma or deep wounds regarding his parent's relationship, seeing it be unsafe or unconventional or overall watching it fall away to nothing and feeling like he’s come from a broken family. In younger years of his life, he may run from commitments or run from you for fear that he is genetically cursed and his own marriage or relationship may feel if he were to invest in them. He could also have a very difficult or significant father figure here or a paternal line that holds a lot of weight or holds a lot of masculine energy wounds or wounding here and he may feel that because he comes from his father, he can only be him and that it’s only a matter of time before he turns into someone he doesn’t truly want to be or has had to forgive here.

He very deeply fears the shadow of his father. In earlier stages, this wounding could cause him to be afraid and maybe even pick up karmic habits of his father as if he’s trying to emulate him so that he could quickly become adjusted to who he believes he is going to become despite the feeling deep within his spirit that he wants something entirely different or doesn’t want to be that way. But, I see this divine masculine learning to turn his pain into power and learning to understand that his past circumstances and home life were a very large example of what it is he’s meant to change, break down, or do the opposite of. I’m hearing spirit asking how someone is supposed to make a difference or be the energy they want to be if they don’t see anything wrong within their family dynamics or within their past or experiences. This energy of creating strengths from within or spinning gold out of his experiences is not something he’s mastered yet or awakened to no matter how simple this concept may seem.

If you know this divine masculine already, he could be someone who always seems to be a couple of steps behind you, who may not be spiritually awakened, or who may step in and out of moments of alignment and enlightenment. I’m seeing a mermaid or a siren sitting on top of a rock in the sea just minding her own business and this would be you divine feminine and occasionally he peaks above the surface of the water, looking at you, admiring you, and even reaching his hand up to reach you but he’s quickly pulled down beneath the water by his own fears and karmic cycles. And when you reach your hand in the water or when you’ve reached your hand in the water in the past searching for him or trying to almost put yourself into alignment with him or come down to his level you may find even still that you could not reach him or see him because he was hiding and it wasn’t meant for you to come down to his level and shrink yourself down to fit into a reality or a energetic space you don’t quite belong in here divine feminine. That was really specific, but he will come into alignment and he will emerge from the water in all of his glory when the time is right and when he’s ready.

I’m seeing this divine masculine coming into his power and stepping into his higher self in time to become a father and raise children and him becoming a very gentle and patient father figure whose sole goal is to protect and to nurture his children and ease their suffering. There’s a very rough belief that parents need to prepare their children for the cold nature of the world by being cold to them so they know what to expect but I’m hearing that he’s had enough of the cold energy of the world and he wants a better world. I’m hearing that he experienced that type of parenting as a child and has been awakened to what it does to others and what it did to him and his only wish is to protect his children and to hold them all their lives no matter how big they get. No matter how cold the world gets they can always just come home. That’s what he wants.

He may spend a lot of his time as a father, working on himself spiritually, working through trauma, and reflecting on himself, his shadow, and his experiences and history so that he could be better and do better. When we grow up, we often forget where we came from, what we didn’t like as children, what types of things were hard for us and this constant self-reflection and introspection will make him a magnificent father. Very compassionate and understanding. His kids have a friend in him, a protector, and someone extremely loyal and dependable. I see this divine masculine being very heavy in the energy of protecting his children and shielding them from harm. He may be a father who is the first to stand up for his children and does it in a very outward way when he feels they’ve been wronged or mistreated, he may try to shield his children from social media or from the public if he’s someone who's in the public eye or generally just believes in evil eye and the idea that children and little souls are sacred and meant to be guarded. He is a protector of children. Fatherhood will serve him right.

He will wake up one day, next to his divine feminine, and all his five hunnit and sixty-thousand children, and realize that he wouldn’t rather be any place else and that this was the life he dreamt of, that this life heals his inner child, that this life is peaceful and safe and harmonious. I’m getting he’s going to be the type of man who keeps you pregnant every year or very frequently. He may come from a large family or come from a culture that very heavily values large families and lots of children. But, he will take care of you and make sure that your pregnancies are comfortable and that you receive the utmost care and support. He may even be very intrigued by your diet and wellness and may even educate himself on women’s health and maternity and holistic medicine. He could make a lot of money but be very focused on creating a good life for his children and for his wife. Buying the children's things, investing in his woman and her maintenance (e.g. Beauty, birthing luxuries, etc.) investing in her business ideas and desires, buying and investing money into houses, properties, cars, and the children’s education. He’s very serious about giving you and the children he gifts you with good lives!!!

He’ll learn that children teach you things and as a parent, it is not your job to know everything or shut down your children when they have ideas, differences in beliefs, etc. he will see fatherhood as a learning experience. I’m hearing he’ll become someone who is very strong in his belief that the children are the future and to build a better world means raising your children right and protecting them until the end. His approach to fatherhood and how good of a father is will contribute to his personal idea of success and happiness. When his children are upset with him or if he ever finds that his children dislike him this may bring about a large amount of depression or unhappiness for him. He may have grown up with a lot of conflict or may have had to fight to be treated with respect or be valued and acknowledged as someone who is deserving of peace, space, and good things and I see him passing on this energy to his children. They may grow up to have a way about themselves that’s very protected and serious about their boundaries and their respect. He may also take the time out to teach his children how to fight or involve them in martial arts from a young age.

He’ll always be planning ahead and looking out for these children as they complete him. You couldn’t ask for a better father figure he is the embodiment of the divine masculine, of the emperor. His past experiences will play a huge part in who he is as a parent and who he is as a father. He sees the inner child in everyone and he will most definitely see the inner child in his children. And he will give to them until he doesn’t have anything left. His children and his wife are his main priorities and he gives this energy that if it’s not about his money, about his wife, or about his kids he doesn’t want to talk. Don’t invite him lol.

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ii.

Pile two, you may be really young when you conceive this baby, I'm hearing late teens or early twenties here. This baby could be a surprise for the both of you. Your divine masculine maybe someone you met and started seeing or talking to and it may have been a very chill connection that was flowing very nicely and creating a safe space for the two of you here. I’m getting very light and airy energy. You could meet this person around the spring or even early winter around Christmas time or around the holidays. You could’ve not met this person yet I’m hearing or you could be searching for your soul mate or for your twin flame or for some sort of divine partnership here that’s going to come in for you when you least expect it. There’s an energy of spirit really giving you the life you wanted, the connections you wanted in a very fast and sporadic fashion. Like really throwing it at you or flipping your whole entire world upside down with drastic changes. You may be an air sign or someone whose life is typically very disorganized or be very hectic and unpredictable. You also could’ve grown up in similar environments and have grown really used to the twists and turns of life.

And I’m hearing spirit saying that they’ll bless you that way as well and these sudden changes will then bring you your wish fulfillment and stability. It’s almost like you and this person had a very casual connection yet you may feel very connected and drawn to this person or feel very safe with this person. This person may travel a lot or be very adventurous or someone who is an earth sign or someone who likes to spend a lot of time outside, who may enjoy hiking, fitness, or sports, or be really into health and wellness and curating a beautiful lifestyle. This person really gives me like American psycho vibes almost but like except the murdering people and the like super over-formal and business-type energy. Like this person could be a little bit of a perfectionist and could be really particular and organized in his life and may be someone who is the opposite of you or reflects back to you the stability that you and your inner child crave. I'm getting “best part” by Daniel Caesar.

You could be someone who is generally very emotionally immature or someone who has a very childlike energy to them and may take that approach in relationships or may have had deep relationships in your past that were very chaotic and had an air of emotional immaturity that may have left you feeling hopeless or even unfulfilled or maybe a little undervalued and undeserving and I think spirit may give this person to you in a manner that’s very casual and immature like in energy and it may blossom into something bigger or you may feel as though this divine masculine is too good to be true and you may run from him or doubt your belonging in this connection but spirit is going to force you to stay with this person and understand what it feels like to be genuinely loved and be with someone who genuinely feels right for you. You could be someone who has to fall a couple of times to really get a lesson or who has to be beaten over the head with your lessons by the universe until you finally get it as well.

You may perceive your fate with this person or your connection with this person to be very unrealistic or again too good to be true but I do see some type of surprise pregnancy here. And you and your divine masculine may feel uneasy about this or as if this is some type of delay or something but this is really a blessing in disguise or a manifestation of what real love is. This child will be the result of real love and genuine connection. This child will be a physical manifestation of the love you’ve been looking for all your life. The stability you’ve been looking for all your life because the stability and the safety that is within your divine masculine will be within this child as well. This child and this connection will be spirits way of forcing you and your divine masculine to open your eyes and think far into the future and have something to fight for and create good lives around.

This divine masculine will take the insecurity and the lack of self-love and feminine power and energy you have within you and turn it into love to give right back to you and he will empower you as a divine feminine but also as a mother. He could see the true potential in you and see magic within you you don’t even see within yourself. This person will love you pile two and they’ll love the baby. They’ve discovered an entirely new world within you and your love, they’ve discovered a new purpose. And because of you and this experience your divine masculine will step into his higher self and truly embody this emperor energy and take care of and protect what’s his. The two of you may be nervous and feel that this level of change could result in something destructive and difficult for you but your minds will quickly change once you come into alignment with reality.

I see this person using all their gifts and talents to approach fatherhood and welcome a new baby into the world. This person like I said before could be really organized or be someone who likes to travel or is into health and wellness and they will apply the things they’ve learned in life to fatherhood this person may also be really smart, really good at math, or something of the sort and this person will teach their children a lot of the things that they’ve learned when it comes to math and academics. Instilling a hunger for learning and expansion of the mind in your children. They’ll be stepping into their power and pouring into your child and their child everything that they have within them. This person will be a young new father and he’ll want to take the baby with him everywhere.

I see him being at the grocery store with the baby in a carrier or taking the baby on morning jobs or on hikes or taking the baby to the bank with him or out to run errands and even taking the baby with him when he goes out to eat or treats himself to meals, all this while the baby is a attached to him. He’ll be the sort of father who prides himself in how much time he spends with his child and genuinely enjoys going on adventures with the baby. He may even be a father who is incredibly considerate of you and how much time you put into feeding and caring for the child, as well as how much rest you get. He’ll take on duties, he’ll feed and change the baby and take him outside to get fresh air when you need to rest. You won’t be a single parent who's married. You’ll be heavily cared for and he’ll make sure to create a safe space for you and honor you as not only his woman but a mother.

I see this baby healing him and healing his heart as well. He may have grown up feeling picked on or feeling like a bit of an outsider or like someone who didn’t feel validated in his ability to do things or in his talents. Nobody ever told him good job or gave him a pat on the back for making good decisions or doing well in things like school, sports, etc he could’ve been someone who took up a lot of hobbies, took up a lot of skills, or did a lot of things so he could get the validation and the attention he deserved and wished for. His background with health and wellness and fitness may have come from this but this baby will heal his connection to his hobbies and to taking care of his body not out of image and for the sake of other people and the way they view him but as someone who does what he does and enjoys what he does out of self-love because he wants to take care of himself, his mind, his body and he able to take care of his child and show up as the best version of himself.

For this baby, he’ll be dropping the remainder of any bad habits , insecurities, self limiting beliefs, and karmic people and cycles. He may even find within him the courage to remove himself from connections with people (family, friends, exes, etc.) who bring him down or make him feel bad or unhappy because he will be all for creating a safe emotional environment for you, for the baby, and for himself. I see a large heart chakra opening. Self-compassion, self-forgiveness, self-awareness, self-reflection. For himself and for you. Everything will align for him because of this baby and because of you, everything will make sense. He’ll be forever grateful and that energy will reflect in how he treats you and the life that you’ve gifted him with because he will grow to understand the significance of a woman in general but of a woman he loves and how much magic she can give him. All you have to do is give him his son and he’ll give you the rest lol. His inner growth will serve as a long-term investment in this baby's life and in your life. He will blossom into someone so enlightened and whole. He’ll socialize and connect with others in ways you haven’t seen before, he’ll be open to receiving and accepting better friendships and people who will contribute to his happiness and support him.

He may also become really involved in what to feed the baby when the baby starts on solids or starts eating real food. He may be interested in cooking meals for the baby, feeding the baby all types of different fruits and vegetables and expanding the palette. And he may also start giving the baby food even before most people say the baby is ready or encouraging the baby to try different flavors. I'm also getting like, do you remember how it used to be a trend to give a baby a lemon. He's one of those dads.

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iii.

Out of nowhere, I’m hearing “Rock Your Body” by Justin Timberlake. I haven’t even shuffled the spread yet for pile three. I accidentally typed playlist instead of spread and I believe nothing is a coincidence. You may meet this person out dancing or this person may really like dancing or you really like dancing. I’m hearing “Don’t be so quick to walk away, dance with me. I wanna rock your body, please stay.” I’m also hearing the part of the song where it’s like “Talk to me, boy. No disrespect, I don’t mean no harm. Talk to me, boy. I can’t wait to have you in my arms. Talk to me, boy. Hurry up cause you’re taking too long.”

This could be someone you know already. Your divine masculine could be an ex or someone you had a connection with who almost felt like the right person wrong time. You could be secretly in love with this person here or could’ve been in love with this person for a long time and you may not have had the ability to love them the right way or be in a harmonious relationship with them but you always come back to one another and there’s love there but this divine masculine may run from you or be the runner within your connection. I see you trying to get this person to open up to you or to open up to you again here. I don’t know if there’s history here or some energy of you and this person being sweethearts of some sort or loving each other or having a relationship during your school years or during your early/late teens. This is really random for this portion of the reading but you could be really adamant about this child participating in extra curricular stuff like dance or sports. You could be into dance or sports.

The whole entire song, is really on point and I feel it resonates. Obviously, it’s a pop song and it’s very fun and like has a club vibe because it’s Justin Timberlake but if you look at the lyrics it’s clearly an exchange between two people, it’s clearly them talking about love and not being afraid to hold it or have it between the two of them. There could’ve been some sort of break up or some sort of rift between the two of you that caused some sort of space. There could’ve been a third-party interference or someone involved that couldn’t pushed a wedge between the two of you and affected this connection. Idk There’s a lot about this connection and I’m feeling called to channel and pull cards for it even though this reading is about what your divine masculine would be like as a father but apparently all of this is significant to the two of you and your connection.

I feel like the two of you may end up being intimate at an odd time in your life or within your connection and it may result in a pregnancy here. I think this person obviously loves you but there may be some sort of fear or trust issues involved regarding something that happened with a third party or within a past version of your connection but I’m hearing a spirit baby will be sent down to bring the two of you together and mend the connection. You could be a virgin or be someone who is not very sexually active or someone who hasn’t really explored their sexuality and that side of them yet but I see all of this coming to ahead with this person being around and all of this is a part of the divine plan here. This person may be older than you. Be very close to you or be a friend of the family of some sort as well. They may have some type of experience over you as well as sexually and you may end up getting in a habit of being intimate with this person or sharing moments of intimacy with this person and one thing will lead to another here.

I see this divine masculine being a very protective father here. And it is genuinely because they see so much of this child within you and them protecting this child will be them protecting you or loving you through this child even when you’re at odds or even in moments where they feel closed off or distant despite loving you very much and admiring you. I hear spirit telling me that a child with your divine masculine would bring so much needed Justice to your connection and to his world. His love for this child will draw him closer to you and make him love you even more and push him to become awakened to this connection and how much you truly mean to him and how much he needs to heal and let you in the way things used to be. This person may feel that you’re in a love drought or feel that they’re disconnected from you or that you’re generally out of their reach and I see fatherhood allowing your divine masculine to over come this and not feel that way anymore. “Love drought” by Beyoncé could be significant. Also “she’s mine” parts one and two by J. Cole.

All of these memories you have, all of this time you’ve spent together will ultimately come back to this divine masculine and open him up without you having to lift a finger. The formation album is really significant to me right now, the way she goes through these motions, the way she tells this story and talks about her healing journey and the process of healing. I’m not saying we should be cheating on each other and staying married or anything but there is a level of unconditional love and rebirth that Beyoncé is talking about throughout this album. Connections have to go through cycles, past versions of connections have to die, they have to be reborn again, and the people within them have to die again and again and again and reborn themselves so they can continue to love one another as a collective, as a unit.

And that’s why Beyoncé stayed married to her husband after their hardship and what happened because she loves someone unconditionally, even when his karmic cycles and energies come up and push him to make bad decisions and put her in unfortunate situations, she loves him even still, because she grows to understand that his actions have nothing to do with her and her glory, her beauty, and her magic and they have everything to do with the way he feels/felt about himself. The energy you bring to your connection, to your divine feminine/divine masculine is the energy you’re harboring within you. I say all of this because it pertains to your connection with this divine masculine as well. Whatever this was that created the space, that brought death to the connection for rebirth, all of these memories, all of the love, all of the connection and intimacy will give the connection life again. He will pour his knowledge of unconditional love into your child, he will love your child unconditionally as he chooses to love you.

He will be able to let go of self-limiting beliefs and fears and the ego-based energy that keeps him stagnant or keeps him away from you or at a distance. This very well may be a twin flame connection that you have here, this rebirth, this release of co-dependent ideas and limiting beliefs and mindsets are very twin flame connection esc. His self-care and his self-love will be loving you, allowing himself to be truly connected with you, and loving the baby he created with you. This baby will bring upon true rebirth and inner calling. This will be a wish fulfillment for him and he will treat it as such.

I know this message was different from the other piles but I know it was meant.

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I don't know who needs to hear this but DO NOT SETTLE!!! These divine masculine that belong to you, that you will lives with exist! You need to believe that and be ready to receive them. These people, these divine masculines may still be unawakened or still be sorting through their own trauma and cycles and coming into alignment with themselves and you may feel as though the right person for you, your divine counterpart doesn't exist or isn't out there but that is simply not the case. He is out there but spirit is preparing him for you, getting him ready so that when he comes you may receive each other and live in harmony. Don’t settle. Don’t become discouraged.

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Pile 1

It took us a while to fall in love, to let each other open up to this possibility that maybe we are meant to be together because old habits kept coming back, they kept influencing our ability to open our hearts and they hindered this beautiful fresh start of a new beginning for us, as we came into this with suspicious and cautious eyes. I must say I lacked experience in relationships, it took me a while to understand how I am supposed to show up for you, how to actually be able to make you part of my routine, but it’s all so clear now that I can push past the limitations of my past. My heart is open to you, it is open to love and inside of me there’s a constellation of feelings that I feel for you because you just bring out the best in me, a part of me that I never really knew existed. I have tried to hide behind the shadows of my defense mechanisms, of every behavior, thought and action that I took with the idea that I needed to take care of myself and preserve who I was in case someone else wanted to conquer me, take everything and leave me with nothing but with you all of my defenses dropped. I can’t think clearly when you’re around, I can’t even describe the things I am feeling when your soft skin touches mine but I know that I am surrendering to you; you can have all of me, you can take over everything I am because I completely trust in you that you do not want to change me, I trust that you love me just for who I am and that whatever you’ll take, whatever I will give you, you will also give back to me so that both of us can grow beautiful gardens within us that are watered by our gentle, pure love. I want everything with you, I want to see the end of my days next to you, I want to start my mornings and end my nights with you here, with a kiss, a touch, a smile and other tokens that symbolize the absolute love we have for each other.

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Pile 2

I have walked alone for years and years, always leaving parts of me everywhere I went, something that people could remember me by or it maybe was because I had lost so much of myself in that relationship of place that I didn’t know what was mine to take. I have always been one to want this world to become a more loving place for everyone, I understood and observed others, saw their pain and I took it on me to the be the person that is always there for them because I thought they needed me, even though I was also hurting on the inside and no one actually really saw me. I didn’t want to fall in love ever again, I wanted to be on my own because I felt that I had a bubble of protection around me that no one would be able to break if I didn’t let them get too close to me, I just didn’t want to surrender to such a powerful, yet possibly extremely hurtful experience if it wasn’t meant to work out; I didn’t want to take that change at being heartbroken anymore because I felt like if it happened it would have turned me into this cold hearted monster that had no empathy, no understanding and no love to give, only madness at a world that seemed to be against me and never showed me the love that I needed and wanted in return. I have been in my own world, my own safe space, like a little scared rabbit I would hop in and out of relationships and places the moment I started to feel vulnerable and threatened, nobody was really able to catch me and to show me the love, show me the way back towards a part of me that I actually lost in the process of trying to protect my heart. You were able to make me want to stay next to you because you have been so gentle with my heart, you have actually a better understanding than me about the things that I was going through because you’ve been through similar experiences but you still turned out differently, those experiences actually transformed you into being even kinder, even more loving and your energy has showed me the way back to myself.

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Pile 3

I threw logic out of the window with you, I didn’t need it and I don’t think I will ever need it because I knew that I needed to let my heart guide me to you and guide me with my relationship with you. I manifested you, I spent entire days thinking about you and wanting you to find your way into my life so that I could experience this type of psychedelic love with you, one that lifts me up to the sky on soft clouds and makes me feel lighter than ever, like I have no other worry in the world. Your love is spiritual, I do think and feel as though you have a spiritual purpose in my life, this romance isn’t simply practical, it isn’t a simple “this is what I need to do, this person is good for me”, it’s more than that, it’s deeper and besides that feeling that you are the one for me, there is something that doesn’t really make sense. And it’s beautiful that it doesn’t make sense, because we are nothing alike, we see the world differently, but we want the same thing which is love and growth. My prayer has been answered when you came into my life, romance found its way into my life in the most elevating way and I knew right from the start that I was going to marry you because it was the only path our connection had as an option. I’m here to work hard for you, I’m here to work hard for our relationship because I know that the effort I put in matters and I know that it makes a difference towards actually achieving the beautiful things that we both want out of this connection. I know that both of us are going to be successful because everything we need is right in our hands. I know that sometimes these feelings can get overwhelming and sometimes too much, even if it is love, can do great harm if it transforms into smothering and being too present, I am guilty of that, I’m guilty of wanting to spend all of my time with you, guilty of doing everything with you but I also know that we should maintain this sense of independence for us to be able to do things outside of the relationship too because it’s healthy.

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Free Tarot Reading: Why did X happen?

Today's free reading is going to look deeper at why something in your life happened. I am answering the following questions:

What is X?

Why did X happen?

How can/did you grow from X?

Choose an X above and find your group below the cut:

What is X? Knight of Swords

You may have started a project and, in the middle of it, it abruptly ended. You thought you had all of the resources you needed – money, people to back the project, a solid plan – so when it ended it was really disappointing. You’re not quite sure what went wrong or why the project couldn’t get off the ground. The main point of concern keeps coming back to the people. Why did people decide to stop investing?

Why did X happen? Seven of Cups rev.

At some point during this project, there were too many cooks in the kitchen. Since it was your idea originally, you took the reigns back and decided to make executive decisions. While this isn’t always a bad thing, it feels like people may have stepped back from working with the project because they didn’t feel their voices being heard. Additionally, there were a lot of short term goals as the project was getting starting rather than looking at the bigger picture, so the small things didn’t necessarily add up to reaching the ultimate goal.

How did/can you grown from X? Ace of Swords rev.

This situation is helpful for you as you move forward with other big ideas (or even if you try this one again!). You are excited about ideas so you want to get them off the ground, but this can be a reminder that taking time to plan is just as important as the execution of the plan. Create SMART goals (specific, measurable, achievable, realistic and time-bound), allow others to provide feedback, and find a balance between leading and collaborating. Something else that you may have/can learn from this is to wait on announcing ideas until you have a rough draft. It may have been too early in the planning stages of the original project and that made it asier for a lot of opinions to be thrown around. Come in with an outline/structure which allows for some movement, ideas, and opinions, but isn’t a complete blank slate.

What is X? Six of Swords & Page of Cups rev.

There is/was someone in your life who was holding you back. You are inspired, full of ideas and plans for the future, and have always been someone who’s been able to move forward. Someone came into your life and once they did, you felt dragged down. This person has an immature nature about them. They are a bit narcissistic and childish, but think they are mature and know what they are talking about. It has become incredibly frustrating for you. You feel like you have to put your needs on the back burner in order to avoid chaos. For some of you, you may have distanced yourself from this person for a while, but now they are coming back into your life and you don’t know what you are doing to do. You’ve finally gotten back into your groove – will they mess it up again?

Why did X happen? Knight of Wands rev.

Although frustrating, this person came into your life because the delays in your progress were necessary. Whatever you were trying to achieve at the time where they swooped in and paused your work was not going to be successful if you were to have finished it then and there. I feel like my mom when I say that this also happened to “build character”. In a less annoying sense (for me lol), this person was there to teach you patience – not necessarily patience in people, but in not achieving your goals as quickly as you want. Without this person, there would have been risk of impulsiveness and built up energy.

How can/have you grown from X? Three of Pentacles

On a personal level, having this person in your life will ultimately help you appreciate other people who come into your life. Knowing that the person came into your life to help delay progress may help you see people on another level. “There is a reason this person came into my life. Let’s find out why.” It doesn’t mean you have to enjoy spending time with them, lol, but it will help it be less frustrating when the people around you are frustrating.

Regarding the goal(s), it has been aided in growth by the delay. Now that more time as passed, you will be more objective, have a more solid plan, and know where you can get resources to help it flourish.

What is X? Two of Cups

This has “the one who got away” energy for me. Whether it was a romantic partner or a platonic friendship, someone who you loved and had a great partnership with isn’t in your life anymore. You’re wondering what the point was for this person to bring beauty to your life just for it to be ripped away.

Why did X happen? The Lovers & Nine of Swords

They came into your life because you deserved to know that this type of love exists. You deserve to know that, even in your darkest moments, you are loveable and worth the effort. This person was likely the first person in a long time that you were able to be vulnerable with. You learned how to trust again. You learned how to communicate. In terms of why they had to leave, I think it’s as simple as they weren’t meant to be. It’s not an easy answer to accept and it still probably doesn’t make sense. But the time that you had together really shaped you to be successful in new relationship(s) to come.

How can/have you grown from X? Eight of Wands rev. & Ace of Wands

This relationship is bringing you back to the root of YOU. It has probably started already. There are days you doubt your worth because the person did leave, but each day it gets easier to remind yourself that you are worthy. This person has lit a fire under you to live your life for yourself because you finally know that you deserve good things. They showed you the potential that relationships can have and that you have within them. You can move forward from this relationship with optimism for the future.  

What is X? The Tower & King of Wands

Your X was a huge tower moment for you. There was sudden change followed by chaos. Everything that you knew was turned upside down. You had a plan for your future. You could visualize opportunities ahead and see the steps to get there. It feels like you’re expected to build the tower back up but there aren’t any directions to tell you how.

Why did X happen? Justice

I’m not being told exactly what happened that caused the tower moment, but it seems like the actions that were being taken were not in your highest good or the highest good of others involved. Unfortunately, the collapse of the tower was the consequences to those actions. Someone did not stand by decisions that they made and left everyone to their own devices. There was a missing level of ethicality and fairness.  

How can/did you grown from X? Knight of Pentacles

This knight is the hardest working knight in the deck. They are methodical and driven. They may not be the most creative, but they get the job done. You are being called to be this knight as you rebuild that tower. You don’t have to be the most creative person in the room. You don’t have to be the most inspiring person and come into a planning session with a full list of new ideas. If you focus on getting the job done effectively and consistently, you will be successful. Sit down and write goals. Just like group 1 (which you may have been interested in checking out), create goals that are tangible and attainable. You can also grow by accepting responsibility for anything that might go wrong. The original tower moment may or may not have been consequences of your own actions, but moving forward you need to be aware of your actions so another tower doesn’t fall. Stick to what you know, stick to a routine, and soon you’ll see the tower is standing higher than ever.

[dreamlikevening]

hello everyone! 💗 i have posted a new video on youtube about “messages from someone who loves you”. there are three groups to pick from and some really wonderful things came through! these are always very sweet readings to do and they fill me with such a warm and inexplicable feeling! if you feel called to it, please feel free to check it out :D thank you so much if you end up watching it! 🥺🤍

[marsprincess889]

Intuitive messages

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Go with the one that feels most natural. If you feel resistance while picking one, then leave it and choose another when you feel calm. If however there is an insistent, nagging feeling that you should choose *that* one, then go with it and pay attention while reading. You can also choose more than one if you really think you should.

Group 1

Signs: Earth, fertility, "aery"/aerial, characters whose name begin with S, bird wings, peregrin falcon, straight hair, flax, Green leaves, thorns, blonde hair, North-Eastern European ancestry, dried leaves, army, battleship, female names beggining with L, you're not staying at home right now, currently at the countryside, red berries, it is dark outisde or in the room when you're reading this, your mother is far away, feeling introverted or confused. ENFJ, ISFJ, ISFP, INFP, INTP, INFJ, INTJ. Nakshatras: Anuradha, Swati, Purva Phalguni, Jyeshta, Pushya, Ashwini, Bharani, Uttara Phalguni, Uttara Bhadrapada.

Hello 🤍

Let's talk about why you are feeling... like that. Weird, reclusive or confused.

First of all, nothing is wrong with feeling that way, and you know that, but somehow, this time, it feels not right.

With what I can pick up on, you're going through an unusual period where you feel a lot of things but you still feel like you're missing something. It's like, you can't get to the bottom of it, whatever it is.

You might be focused on everyday matters, on solving current minor or major problems. You're trying to be gentle with yourself, to not give yourself a hard time. It's working, great job doing that, but why are you feeling this unfairness?

Private matters are at the forefront here. Family issues, intimate relationships (not really/necessarily sexual) with people close to you, feeling misunderstood and abandoned, lacking energy to see plans through, unwillingness to meet new people, feeling like you need to break free from something, feeling unsafe_ any of this might be going on.

Your mother is coming up as a figure. She and you might have/have had a relationship that influenced much of your life, in any way. If you identify as a woman or even if you identify as something else but are still connected to your feminine energy, there might have been a comparison between her and you that you have been playing over and over in your head. I get a feeling that you feel connected to her right now, in this time of your life.

A lot of reflecting, but you feel like you're not reflecting enough. Many realizations, but you think you're missing something.

I think there are people who are observing you. I think you're thinking about a decision, and the decision that you're going to make will surprise people around you. It is going to make you feel extremely good though.

I just feel so... sleepy while writing this. You really feel like it's time to leave a lot of things behind.

Ok I got it, I got the message.

You are simply purging through some feelings or.. yeah it's feelings. You're trying to get rid of residual leftover stuff before emerging into a renewed version of yourself, a new chapter in your life.

Now, you might be doing this subconciously. If you have no idea about why you're acting the way you are, this is the truth.

You're trying to be clean of anything that might hold you back. Also notable is the fact that the direction you're taking has been on your radar for a really long time, years for sure at least. Again, that direction might have been subconcious, but that does not mean that it is not real. The specifics of what you want to do have been in flux too, you might not be settled as of now about those, but at least there's always been this desire to get your way inside you that has been guiding all of that.

Imagine, if you will, a ship. Imagine that it's a HUGE ship, and that you want to turn it around. That is going to take patience, strength and time, won't it? This analogy is great because this redirection is like that: huge, requiring strength, major, but also subtle if you consider how it feels day by day.

The changes cannot be really felt from one day to the next but over time, they're obvious, if you look at the big picture. It reminds me of the words "day by day nothing changes but when you look back everything is different". Ah, the irony of life.

You don't really notice when you change, you don't feel it when you transform, but you do transform.

You're the kind of person who knows yourself, you're more self-aware than an average human. If you're famously not, then it's been a thing that you have been reflecting a lot on. All of this you might already know, but it just feels so unecessary to feel like this. I would treat it like minor period pains, something that is uncomfortable but normal and does not have to interfere with your life. With how motivated and willing you truly are on the inside, I'd place my bet on you over the confusion that you sometimes fear might interfere too much.

It's also important to note that your sensitivity is way above average, and recently it has been of huge advantage, even though you've struggled with it more than once. You're also pissed because, you might think: how come a hundred different little things are interfering with my plans? You feel annoyed at yourself, as in, you're wondering how you could have allowed it. Wow, it's amazing, because not a lot of people in your life know about this. I'm surprised if anyone does. Good luck, I'm positive you'll get your thing (whatever it is, might be something vague or something intangible, it also might be different from what you thought you were aiming at, but that's for a minority), but maybe not without a fight. It does not look like this, but may those who oppose you get mercy.

What you can't change, you turn into a weapon. That's how it goes.

Just go through this but don't forget your course, keep your eye on the horizon.

Bonus specific message: bird wings? Flax? Green leaves? I don't know😭 let me know if these things mean anything to anyone. (Ohh ok, I heard "add them to signs")

Group 2:

Signs: teddy bear, Teddy (name), "padre", "patronizing", churches, Catholicism, Shia Muslim, immigrant, "Kingdom of Heaven" (2005), knights, a clay bowl, name Mary/Marie/Maria, knife, stationary, textbooks, young adult, only daughter, darker skin tone, researching books, libraries, name Andrea, name Justine, living in an English speaking country, black ancestry, university town in UK, rabbits, sheep, 555, 22, pyrite, red blush, handwritten notes/letter, tearing pages, turkeys, blue shirt. ISTJ, ENFP, INTP, ESFP, INFJ, ISFJ. Nakshatras: Revati, Magha, Shravana, Krittika(?).

Just a small headstart: after truly getting the message of this group, I realized that it's better if I mention that it's towards the end, but you should read it from the start to know how I got there, might be something specific from the beginning that clicks for you.

Infiltration? Information? Guide?

Pastor? Crypt?

I am getting random words and images so please let ne know if they make sense.

Someone broke inside a cave or a secret passage that is lit by a torch? Looks like something from old times, maybe passages in historic churches or monasteries. I'm getting a young woman or an old man. I think they're the same person and one if them is from the past life. They might be two separate people who live/lived at the same time but I don't think they were there together. And then, someone or something started to chase them. I'm mainly getting the image of a young woman when I see the person running (the person who's being chased).

Have you watched something like Indiana Jones recently? Something with a plot like this?

This is secret knowledge! I'm really getting this, or I'm saying this cause I don't know what other explanation is there. You found secret knowledge. Which is.... not that common, or is it not? You are definitely worried that someone is after you now, whether it's physically or not.

While editing: "secret knowledge" sounds too occult or fantasy-like lol, for a thing that honestly might just be any knowledge for most of you. It can be anything. Think of what made you overthink or contemplate a lot.

You think you're a foreigner invading the space if someone or some people, maybe some entity.

Calm down🤍 I think you know exactly what you needed to know.

You might feel a weird connection to that place. Maybe that church or building or cave actually exists and you feel like you've been there before. I think that is the case for some of you. For others of you, "that place" might be a town or city or village you live in, maybe the whole country or a region in a country. But I really do think that you either were born and/or raised somwhere else that is different from where you are now, or the vast majority of your ancestors were, meaning that you're considered an immigrant.

I don't think you actually broke in somewhere like that, I just think that you found some information (different for each of you) and now you feel like you should not have found it, like it was a mistake, and you feel like you're breaking some cosmic law or somerhing like that. Maybe you feel like you're breaking some unwritten rules or a standard that's been set by the environment that you have found yourself in.

The feelings of inadequacy and guilt are relevant.

I just keep getting that you needed to find it, it needed to find you. Why, I do not know. Maybe it's going to make you realize something, and I think for some of you, rather than giving clarity, it's going to birth new questions, but it's still something. I think it's going to lift burdens on some level or make you take action, or not (make you rethink somethimg or make you change your course). Whatever it is, it's goimg to have an undeniable effect that's going to be significant for you.

You're willing to trust authorities with what you've realized. That authority is someone older and someone knowledgable in the area of your interest. I think you're type of person who was trusted by older people as a kid, because you seemed like someone who obeyed. Maybe you were actually known to behave well and listen to adults.

I don't think you're "type A" necessarily, I think you're more placid or shier than that. For example, I think you used to speak up in class sometimes but calmly and quietly, and if you corrected someone it was rarely personal. You give me INTP vibes, a lot of you might be that MBTI type.

Now I think that you have grown to find security in being validated by those older people but you also have that silent scepticism and readiness to question things, you'd just much rather not, if it can be avoided. You're smart but you like routine a lot, or new things just disturb you, even if they seem enticing at first.

The message is essentially this: try to look at all aspects of what you found out, do not let fear consume you, rule the fear with calmness and awareness, find a place in yourself that's stable enough to let you get to the bottom of this, without avoiding the truth.

I do not know what you found out, but I think it did a number on you.

This group is REALLY specific so please let me know if this is making sense?

That informatiom can be anything.

I think you're going to tell somone about this, you've already though about it. I see you sharing your thoughts with someone else, but not your feelings.

This is really personal to you so don't think that you were "not meant to find it".

The thing is, it happened. Now it's about dealing with the aftermath.

"Let the feet go where they want to"

I think this is a message about not resisting what's happenning but also being clear about the direction you're going towards.

I think you have a problem with questioning things too much. Scepticism is healthy but as humans, I think we should just trust some things. This is no excuse for disregarding the necessary details while considering things though.

In short, it's not simple, but it can be boiled down to one conclusion: being earnestly curious to learn the truth and to be willing to keep learning it is the answer. Even if you think you know a lot, no human can "know everything", limitation is built into our very existence.

And so, this realization/information/knowledge is another stepping stone in the journey, but who knows what it's leading to. The real treasure and wisdom lie in the journey itself anyways, and to allow the process is essential. The guidance and wise councel of your heart and the freedom of your feet working together is what leads to the truth. And not just one truth or a moment of enlightenment, but the life, with all of its seconds, that is true.

I realized a minute ago that "let the feet go where they want to" means exactly what I just talked about. I did not really know what it meant when I chanelled it yesterday and forgot about it, but remembered midway through writing just now.

It's doable, you can align to the right people or places or things, you can have the right "everything".

No pressure though, but just snap out of the delirium that makes you overthink or fall into the wrong patterns.

Best of luck🤍

Group 3:

Signs: gambling, luck, rune Pertho, jitters, around a lot of people lately, uquiz, friendship bracelets, amusement parks, suburbs, pointy crystal, "Derry Girls" (2018-2022), magic wand, sharing songs/playlists, friends hanging out near a swing, bunnies/rabbits, Alice in Wonderland, name Luke, name Rory, name Stella, name Lilah, name Brianne/Brianna, name Aliah, name Shannon, town/city initial B, in your teens, Winter or Spring birthday, British ancestry. ESFP, ENTP, INTP, ENFJ, INFJ, ESTP. Nakshatras: Magha, Mula, Purva Ashadha, Ardra, Mrigashira, Jyeshta.

The theme of friendship and fellowship is so strong in this one. Also that of daring and risk-taking.

Is your friend or family member moving away?

That's the scenario I'm getting. Idk for how long or how far, but it's made you feel a lot, it's made you be inside yourself a lot, reminiscing about the past where everyone was together and it was different, more magical. Now it feels like the life has drained out of those relationships, it seems like everyone has different priorities.

I'm getting names Stella, Brianne, Maisy/Maisie, Alana, Nelly, Lilah, Kate, Sally, Daisy, Hayley, Justin, Greg, Connor, Tyler. Might be you or people in your family/friend group.

Initials of people(first and last together, some include middle names): K.C; J.S; H.T; O.V.B; T.I; D.J; I.B; W.A; P.S.A; A.L.

You want to be with them more, to regain that magic that was once so present.

"Chase them to the end"

"Stay for a day"

"Adrift"

"On the road"

"Place a memorial"

"Give a token"

"Send a letter"

"Take a token"

"Remember"

These are self-explanatory.

I think that, for some of you, it's you who's moving away.

I feel really sad while sensing the energy. ☹ it's okay to cry, let those emotions out.

The experiences that we love the most never really leave us, they live in our hearts.

This is the message of nurturing your rebellious child or rebellious teen(maybe you feel disconnected from them), of returning to the place of the "main action", of different pieces of a story coming together to bring you back to where you need to be, where you feel like you should be,where you belong. Whether mentally, psychologically, emotionally, spiritually, or physically_ the story is taking you back to the main scene. That magic is still there inside you.

Sometimes we feel like what we went through is gone, that the life we were so attached to no longer exists. In truth, it's still inside you, but it's buried under everything that happened after. What we love, is a part of us forever.

Listen to those songs, remember the games, revisit the places, feel the feeling. It's okay, you'll survive. Rewatch the shows and the movies, reenact the scenarios, watch how the specifics and details resurface in your heart, how they show themselves from your soul.

Cry, sing the song, play that melody, dare to reach to that place that has always been home to you. Touch your own heart and hear what it craves. It's brave to admit that you're not invincible, that there are some things that break you down.

I really want to cry😭 it's ok group 3, you can cry.

Time to shut yourself off from irrelevant people and situations that distract you and plant harmful thought patterns. Just flip them off (not really kidding). Just refuse to let those be a part of your life.

I get a strong feeling that you're finally realizing what matters. Things fall into perspective, making it clear for you which way you should go, which course you should choose.

There is also a theme of seeing your life as a movie, a story, an adventure (which is the correct way of seeing it in my opinion but let's not get into that now).

I think your perspective is adjusted and correct, but your feelings are too much (not in a bad way).

Feelings do not make you weak, they're a perk.

You just need to feel them, in your soul, heart and body. It's ok, cry, you're still there, it's still yours, no matter how much time has passed. There is no shame in feeling connected to your past.

Just take a look at your life, at the choices you've made, what each one lead to, how you experienced various periods, how *that* special time or feeling is still the center of your world, how it all ends and begins with you, but look at how it all is a part of the great universe.

You are a sacred part of that whole, your world is a world on its own that requires a conclusion, for any chapter or part or storyline. Do not feel shame for returning, do not feel scared of facing the wounds, do not let the outside take the soul away from you.

Resist everything that is not yours, claim what is yours, live your life as you see fit, how your truest self wants to.

Be brave 💕

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Please, let me know if this is accurate and which specific messages applied.

Have a great day 🤍

[bijoutarot]

Your Next Partner

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Image 1

Your next partner will be someone who you will meet at work. This is someone who may be into public speaking or has a high social media presence. This person is a hard worker and very humble. They are not into flashy clothing for jewelry. This person will come around when you finally let go of a karmic connection. They will not tolerate messy situations and they will want you to decide what you want to do early on. You will be impressed by how they navigate in social settings. They are usually the center of attention and they make people laugh. This person will not be able to enter your life until you have truly healed. There is a lot of things that causes this person to lose sleep at night. They too have shadow work to do. For some of you this person can be mourning someone and holding on to a garment that reminds them of the person they lost.

Image 2

Your next partner will be someone you have friend zoned for a while now. After spending time patiently waiting for you to finally give in they are so excited to finally be with you! You are letting this person in but you are skeptical. Their cup is going to be overflowing with love but you do not feel the same. Be mindful of leading people on because you do not want to be alone. This person’s love for you runs deep. This person has heavy Scorpio, cancerian, Pisces energy.

Image 3

Your next partner will be the one to show you how you’re supposed to be loved. They are patient, loyal, and worship the ground you walk on. They admire you’re appearance and they always give you compliments. They are grateful to have you in their life. You will feel like they are amazing until you begin to see their flaws. This person drinks excessively. Once they start they go on a bender until they blackout. This will be difficult to deal with because they do not see they have a problem. The love between you guys will be fiery and passionate. This person can’t get enough of you! For some of you they will bring you sunflowers because they know it is your favorite! This person has heavy Libra energy in their chart. They will love you and want to snuggle with you during rainy days. They are very affectionate and expressive of their feelings.

Image 4

Your next partner will be found through dating. You have been dating a number of people but have been unsuccessful. Each person you were seeing brought different things to the table but none of them kept your interest. This person will appear when you are not looking for a commitment. When you stop browsing the apps and give up on dating you will literally run into them. It will be a surprise to you. This person will be optimistic about love. They will see you for your value and want to take you on trips. They view love as an adventure. They are looking to find their other half to explore and visit new places. This next partner will introduce you to new food, music, and culture.

[widow-tarot]

PAC: Your Situationship

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Okay, my bastards, this reading is all about your situationship. We will examine the current energy of the connection, their feelings/thoughts, and the potential future of the connection.

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Groups: 1-2-3 4-5-6

Instruction: Pick a maximum of 2 groups for one person. If the reading doesn't resonate or you don't feel drawn to any group, maybe this reading is not for you.

Disclaimer: Energy changes all the time. This is only for entertainment purposes.

Decks used: The Literary Witches Oracle, Dark Mirror Oracle, The Mystic Dreamer Tarot + shuffled songs.

GROUP 1

Current Energy: The Lovers, The World, 8 of Cups rx,6 of Pentacles rx, I Won't Cry For You, Colorless Angel, Joy Harjo(Bravery) rx, Agatha Christie(Trickery) rx.

There's this energy of emotional co-dependency, you're very much drawn to each other and hooked on each other's energy. If you guys stopped talking, it would feel like the end of the world. It's very much an obsession or something akin to that, intense and all-consuming. I think you know it's not healthy, and eventually it will hurt as hell, but for now, you can't even imagine letting go of that person. You're inseparable, or at least one of you can't function without the other. If it's not physical intimacy, it's texting or calling, but for most of you, there's lots of cuddles involved. I don't think there are any mental games involved; there's a lot of fear and treading lightly. I do think you are in denial of the future because you know if it ends, it's gonna hurt like a motherfucker but you keep going, just to have your person even if it's for a little bit. It's almost as if you expect the ending and start preparing for it.

Their Feelings/Thoughts: Wheel of Fortune, 10 of Pentacles rx, The World, The Emperor rx, Revenge, Is This Me?, Alejandra Pizarnik (Solitude), Bride rx.

They feel very content and happy with how things are at the moment, but are prepared for the fallout or even expect it. They've seen it all before; it's not the first casual connection they've gotten into. I don't think they are ready for any sort of commitment, or at least they don't think they're capable of it. It's not even about them not wanting commitment, but them just feeling like they're too broken for any sort of serious relationship. They know they're a coward, maybe a relationship from the past destroyed the possibility of anything serious for them. They don't want to be alone; they need companionship, and yet they're afraid of commitment. They don't like this version of themselves because they know they can love long-term. One day, they believe they will overcome this fear, but for now they're still learning.

The Potential Future Of The Connection: The Hanged Man rx, Knight of Wands, Justice, The Moon, Colorless Angel, I Won't Cry For You, Snail, Anais Nin (The Subconscious).

Everything depends on you and what you are willing to do. Are you ready to give it time and wait, not stressing about it or pressuring your person? Are you ready to go with the flow and match your person's energy? Can you be chill and still in contact, even if you know they aren't ready for any sort of commitment? Can you withstand seeing them with other people and still be there (not in a romantic way but in a friendship way)? It can take a long time, but they will come around if you'll stay. Even if you break contact, they will come around, but it's going to be your call if you want to enter a relationship. You don't need to pretend you're emotionless and that you don't care; you won't scare them away. But you need to see where your boundaries are and what exactly you can tolerate.

SONGS:

Glimpse of Us by Joji (Why then, if she's so perfect, do I still wish that it was you?; Perfect don't mean that it's working, so what can I do?; Maybe one day, you'll feel lonely; And in his eyes, you'll get a glimpse; Maybe you'll start slipping slowly and find me again)

Chihiro by Billie Eilish (To take my love away; When I come back around, will I know what to say?; Said I need to be alone now, I'm takin' a break; How come, when I returned, you were gone away?)

Falling Down by Lil Peep, XXXTENTACION (Sunlight on your skin when I'm not around; Shit don't feel the same when you're out of town; Darlin', your love is like walking a bed of nails; And I just can't keep on fighting)

See You Again by Tyler The Creator, Kali Uchis (Cupid hit me with precision; I wonder if you look both ways when you cross my mind; Can I get a kiss?; And can you make it last forever?)

GROUP 2

Current Energy: 8 of Wands rx, 4 of Cups, Knight of Swords, Queen of Cups, Bride in a Cage, Black Flower Fragrance, Alejandra Pizarnik (Solitude), Eye rx.

I feel like it's either no contact at the moment or you both just need some time alone to process your feelings and what you want from each other. I see some drama happened, words were said, as well as accusations, big and angry feelings that burned down everything around you. Now there's regret because what can you do now? I don't know how long you haven't seen or talked to each other, but I don't think it's a long time, a week at worst. The important thing at the moment is to take a deep breath and calm down so the words won't flow on their own to destroy everything again. It's okay to take some time apart, just give each other a heads up. I see fury and blowing up as someone's toxic pattern or coping mechanism, and they might feel beat up about it or even embarrassed. It's okay, though, as long as you're working on it and communicating that to the other person.

Their Feelings/Thoughts: 4 of Cups, 2 of Swords rx, 7 of Wands, 9 of Cups, Sacrifice, Bride in a Cage, Toad, Emily Bronte (Fantasy) rx.

They are unsure of what to do at the moment. Honestly, I feel like you were the one to blow up, and they are the people pleaser, so now, they feel immense guilt and they're ready to sacrifice their dignity and apologize (even though it might not have been their fault). They're at a crossroads because one part of them (the healed one) knows they didn't do anything catastrophically, but another part tells them they're worthless and should save whatever is left of the connection. They're indecisive, going back and forth. They were happy with you and how things were going, so this drama/fight hit them pretty hard.

The Potential Future Of The Connection: 2 of Wands rx, The Emperor rx, Page of Wands rx, 4 of Wands rx, Is This Me?, Revenge, Naked Before The Stars, Eye rx, Forugh Farrokhzard (Rebellion).

I think you guys should split up and move on. There's so much bitterness and conflict, including a lack of trust and anger. At some point you will only hate fuck or hurt each other on purpose, just to get an upper hand. Playing mental games, manipulation, and arguing. I see that this dynamic could go for a long time before you decide to end it. There is a comfort here because even if you fight, you do it together. The feelings didn't fade; they just turned into the worst type of intense emotions, and even if you destroy each other little by little, you're still by each other's side. This dynamic won't even teach you anything useful; it's just gonna fill the emotional emptiness inside of you. You won't see eye to eye on anything, and every little thing will be a cause for conflict.

SONGS:

Gimme Love by Joji (Those pictures so clear, the fade in my mind; You leavin' me here with ashes and fire; When I'm far too gone, can you show me love?)

I Didn't Change My Number by Billie Eilish (Don't take it out on me; I'm out of sympathy for you; Maybe you should leave; Before I get too mean;  I didn't change my number; I only changed who I believe in; You were easy on the eyes)

Ugly by XXXTENTACION (I seem out of it; The dream I had about her in my head; It seems I won't forget; Am I insecure? I'm not really sure)

JUGGERNAUT by Tyler The Creator, Lil Uzi Vert, Pharrell Williams (Say the money comin' in, yeah, that's true; The more money I get, I don't wan' sex you; Can't think about the last time that I text you)

GROUP 3

Current Energy: 3 of Swords rx, Ace of Cups, 10 of Swords rx, Devil rx, The Child I Was Meant To Be, Black Flower Fragrance, Wall, Apple rx.

You are healing each other. There might be factors blocking commitment, but if you're afraid your person is talking to others behind your back, you're wrong. They're loyal to you even if you aren't together. Every minute you spend together, you heal wounds you didn't inflict. It's quite a beautiful and pure connection. I do see some of the people here have baggage, and so this might be one of the obstacles. You guys have your walls up nd they are slowly coming down. You are afraid that this connection will destroy you just like those before, but you can be at peace. You are learning acceptance and trust.

Their Feelings/Thoughts: Page of Swords, The Star, 5 of Swords rx, Ace of Swords, Black Flower Fragrance, Perchance To Dream, Spider, Sandra Cisneros (Body).

They are very hopeful and want this connection to work out. They enjoy spending time with you and talking, even just sitting there in silence is one of their favourite things. They're trying to leave their past behind them, untangle themselves from its influence, and start anew. They fantasize about the future with you (cards don't mention if it's platonic or romantic). You give them hope, make them think everything will be okay eventually. I think they're trying to verbalize their feelings and what exactly they feel about this connection, but the words are stuck in their throat. If you have sexual experience with this person, I hear that the sex is very healing as well.

Potential Future Of The Connection: 5 of Pentacles, King of Wands rx, 2 of Pentacles rx, 10 of Wands, Anger And Chains, Is This Me?, Lantern, Book rx.

This connection is meant to heal you both, but remember that it's built on pain and suffering. Something brought you together because you needed each other, but you're not meant to stay in each other's lives in the long run. If you remained together, it would just remind you of the past and all you went through, causing you to go back into the spiral of sadness once again. This person seems like a light at the end of a tunnel, and they are somewhat of a guide now, but you will see with time that your time together is limited and will run its course eventually. One of you can also grow out of this connection and want to move on, but the other person cannot follow.

SONGS:

Ew by Joji (Teach me to love just to let me go; I can't believe that I'm not enough; What does love mean when the end is rolling in?; Oh, let it go, let it stay, can we love one another?)

Lunch by Billie Eilish (Baby, I think you were made for me; Somebody write down the recipe; Been tryin' hard not to overeat; You're just so sweet)

love yourself (interlude) by XXXTENTACION (love yourself; Take no chances, fuck that ni**a)

Trashwang by Tyler The Creator, Na-Kel Smith, Jasper Dolphin, Lucas, L-Boy, Taco, Left Brain, Lee Spielman - this song is meant to hype you up, not really relevant to the reading (These clothes they free though; Straight from the back of the Supreme store; Don't let the skateboards fool you; Know ni**as that pull triggers)

GROUP 4

Current Energy: 3 of Pentacles, 5 of Swords rx, The Fool, King of Cups, Triumph Of Lies, Forgetting Oneself, Sylvia Plath(The Dark), Emily Bronte(Fantasy) rx, Snail.

It might be a new connection that you're already very emotionally invested in. It's a type of connection that's very slow-moving, however, there is a purpose. You need time being in a situationship with this person because the fantasy has to wear off, leaving space for reality. It won't progress fast, especially if you got hooked on this person pretty early and suddenly. I do think you guys will see each other's worst sides, you will confide in each other about your traumas, but it takes time (especially since someone is pretty much avoiding telling the truth out of fear/has problems with vulnerability). Also, there's no actual progress into a relationship because you have to detach a little, otherwise you're risking being devoured. Have some distance and perspective.

Their Feelings/Thoughts: Ace of Cups, 3 of Swords rx, 2 of Pentacles, Devil rx, Black Flower Fragrance, The Child I Was Meant To Be, Maria Sabina (Healing), Doll rx.

They are grateful for your presence. You're healing something you didn't cause, and they appreciate you greatly. Their heart is currently blocked, but you're giving them a brief respite. They're trying to regain their footing in life, have some balance. You might think sometimes that you're doomed to be hurt by them, but they truly do everything they can not to hurt you. They could see a romantic future with you, but for now, it's far away. They also don't want to heal and discard you; even if you will separate one day, they will have nothing but love for you. They can also think of themselves as a broken doll; broken beyond repair, unfit for any relationship. You're their safe space, or at least beginning to be.

Potential Future Of The Connection: Emperor rx, The World, 4 of Pentacles rx, Hermit, Colorless Angel, Addicted, Creature's Paw, Alejandra Pizarnik(Solitude) rx.

There is so much potential here. You can give each other so much happiness if both of you are willing to do the work. They will be powerless when it comes to you, loyal to a fault, and devoted. They can be possessive, though; I keep hearing one person wants to be alone and the other doesn't want to be apart, so either you or they can become clingy. One person can become very co-dependent emotionally. This connection can quickly become obsessive if not managed properly, so look out for that (unless you're into that). I don't see any toxicity or abuse, though.

SONGS:

Yeah Right by Joji (Yeah, I bet you won't cry; Yeah, I bet you won't try; But you know I don't mind; Yeah, you bet she know that we ain't; Never gonna be together, I see)

ocean eyes by Billie Eilish (You really know how to make me cry; When you gimme those ocean eyes; Careful creature made friends with time; He left her lonely with a diamond mind)

Infinity by XXXTENTACION, Joey Bada$$ (I'm as real as they come, they feel it, get numb; You think you got a little buzz, so now you can't get stung; I keep a razor blade tucked on me, under my tongue)

Her by Tyler The Creator (We talk every night, she cry to me about her guy; And if we text, I get pissed when I get no reply; I know that she's the key to love; 'Cause it's like she is inviting me to her world full of privacy; I'm getting gassed up, I think she's liking me)

GROUP 5

Current Energy: Ace of Cups, The Hermit, 5 of Cups rx, Death, Wings, Boar rx, Anne Carson(The Intellect) rx, Black Flower Fragrance, Colorless Angel.

So this either is a very fresh connection, you've never felt like this before/never encountered such a connection before, or both. This is a very transformative energy, but I see that you don't spend much time together. I keep hearing "freedom" so you shouldn't be forcing anything out of it, just go with the flow and enjoy it. You don't have to fight anyone or anything. I keep losing words I want to write, so despite both of you or one person being intelligent, overthinking doesn't help the emotional state. There is a focus on reflecting on the past or just sitting with your emotions alone and processing them.

Their Thoughts/Feelings: 6 of Swords, Page of Swords, Knight of Cups rx, Devil rx, Sylvia Plath(The Dark), Emily Bronte(Fantasy) rx, Doll rx, Hiding Your True Self, Blinded To Pain.

I keep wanting to cry while doing this group.

I do see them wanting to reach out to you and talk; they want to make that move towards you, but something is blocking them. I feel like they're emotionally confused or they don't feel worthy/brave enough to put themselves in such a vulnerable position. They don't want to start something that will ultimately lead to both of your demises. They don't want the fantasy to devour and blind them. They don't want to get played. They have their walls up pretty high. They might have been hurt badly in the past, and they expect you to do the same to them.

The Potential Future Of The Connection: 4 of Pentacles, 7 of Cups, 7 of Pentacles rx, Ace of Swords, Praying Mantis, Wildflowers rx, Today For Tomorrow, Peaceful Among Thorns.

First of all, yall need communication. Don't leave things unsaid or up to interpretation. I think both of you have a tendency to pay attention to the wrong things and get stuck in your head about them for a long ass time. You overthink to the point of not even having a conversation about something, but already having a conclusion about what the other person thinks. You have to plant a seed of cooperation and teamwork first, so you can actually resolve any problems/doubts that arise. Don't let Billie Eilish's song "Wildflower" be about you! Be present in the moment with each other and try to make the present work; don't pay so much attention to the future! Don't get stuck in the fantasy/"what if" world.

SONGS:

Plastic Taste by Joji (I can't do this face-to-face; But I'll admit that I'm afraid; Let these moments go to waste; Excuse me for my plastic taste)

8 by Billie Eilish (Wait a minute, let me finish; I know you don't care; But can you listen?; I came committed, guess I overdid it; Wore my heart out on a chain; You said, "Don't treat me badly"; But you said it so sadly)

Butthole Girl by XXXTENTACION, Tank Head, Robb Banks, Craig Xen (I can guarantee that this ain't what you want; She just wanna suck on my energy; But the bitch gotta do it under oath)

interlude by Tyler The Creator (Imma do a slow song but its really cool; Cause I get all artsy and shit)

GROUP 6

Current Energy: 3 of Wands, Ace of Cups, 8 of Wands, Hanged Man rx, Skull, Anais Nin(The Subconscious) rx, Addicted, Fragmentation.

Do you feel like it's one-sided? This situationship might have progressed too fast, and now you find yourself thinking about what to do next, but at the same time, you feel bitter. It's like you want to be patient and wait for the other person's move, but you cannot just sit and watch this connection slip through your fingers. You might feel like you're giving parts of yourself to that person, but you get nothing in return. Is it worth waiting for? You've waited so much, and you have this emotional attachment to this person; it's killing you not to be in control of your own feelings. There's inner conflict here; your intuition tells you one thing, but you block it out.

Their Thoughts/Feelings: Page of Swords rx, 4 of Wands, High Priestess, 6 of Swords rx, Tree rx, Spider rx, Queen Of My World, Atonement.

They're confused, trying to navigate their feelings but coming up short. They're happy with how things are, though. They don't communicate as well as they should. They think you belong in their life, but aren't sure in what capacity/role yet. They have their own inner stuff to figure out, still trying to heal or find out who they are. They don't want to get entangled in your web. They don't want to take root in what will not stay or be good for them. They're waiting for the other shoe to drop. They like touching you. Their walls are high up. They might seem confident, but deep inside is a deeply hurt person.

Potential Future Of The Connection: Hanged Man rx, Justice rx, 5 of Cups rx, 7 of Wands rx, Glove, Praying Mantis, Triumph Of Lies, The Child I Was Meant To Be.

Whatever will happen, it's not gonna be fair. Someone will not deserve it. Yes, the waiting is over, but maybe waiting was better than whatever the resolution will be. It will allow someone to stop looking at what they lost, but what they have in their life. The fight is over. Someone will give up. Someone will lie, even if it wasn't their purpose. Your prayers were answered, just not in the way you hoped. It was supposed to be different, and you expected a different resolution, but there is nothing here to stay for.

SONGS:

No Fun by Joji (Fuck my friends, they're gone; They all left one by one; Don't check no mail, no phone; And I tell them I'm not home; And I know it's my fault but I don't care; And I keep to myself; Who are you to pretend?)

bellyache by Billie Eilish (Maybe it's in the gutter; Where I left my lover; What an expensive fake; My V is for Vendetta; Thought that I'd feel better; But now I got a bellyache)

It's all fading to black by XXXTENTACION, blink-182 (Now I'm just a ghost in my own life; So make the most of this goodbye; Do you still dream about me late at night; You know it's killin' me to let go; I see your face, but it's someone I don't know; Everything was perfect just an hour ago)

WOLF by Tyler The Creator (I know, fuck you, I hate you so fucking much; I know you think I'm crazy; Whatever the fuck your name is; We don't fuck with you or anybody else here, alright?; You stay the fuck out of our way and we'll stay out of yours)

[fishnapple]

CRYSTAL READING: The universe is giving you signs that you are on the right path

This is a general reading meant for multiple people. Take only what resonates and leave out the rest.

Feedback is much appreciated ❤️

Masterpost

Buy me a drink or book a reading with me - KO-FI (Read this post : personal reading)

1. Obsidian

Number 2 or Z character or anything that has the formation similar to the shape of 2 or Z, two options, two choices, etc. If you see these two a lot, you are being guided by the universe.

These signs will show themselves to you suddenly, you won't see or hear about them from a far, they just show up.

The image of the sea or a large body of water at night time with new moon. I see that going to the sea, where there are lots of rocks, the time would be at night or when your surroundings are in the dark, when the moon is absent or very thin, when there is not much light around. Take a look outside, look at the sky, let the sight of the sky communicate with you, listen to the thoughts that appear in your head at that time, they will be the voice of guidance for you (the true voice of your loving self, beware of the voice that nudge you to harm, your shadow is talking).

When you are surrounded by many people, at some public places,especially where there are foreigners, and then you catch some words, that may hold some clues as well. Of course, you are not supposed to actively listen to other's conversations. It's those words that your ears suddenly catch that are special.

2. Red jasper

The phrase "when the stars aligned" immediately comes to my mind. The day when the sun and the moon are conjunct in the same sign (new moon), even better, when mercury is also in the same sign as sun and moon.

Solar eclipse or when the sunlight is dim, the sky suddenly gettingdark, a thunderstorm, the approaching of heavy rain. The release of something heavy. Maybe at that time, you would feel heavy in the heart, lacking joy and fun, but that's when you could get some sudden insights.

I feel that some of your dreams will spill into the waking life, reenact the sights that appeared in your dreams. Take notice of familiar sights in the public places, your working environment, place where there are many higher position people, people of authority or elderly people.

Abundance is also a sign showing how the universe is taking care of you. It may not be something of too big value but it will be a gift, a gift that makes you feel joy and comfort, so open yourself up to receiving, don't turn down helping hands when you are in difficult situations.

3. Aventurine

Pretty flowers and sunshine for the weary souls.

The 2 groups before and this group all have heavy Saturn's influence. When you are in a difficult situation, feeling down, your thoughts are stagnant, you are called to look for joy in life.

From the small, intimate flowers trembling under the wind and sun to the large and all-encompassing sky crowned by rainbows.

The moment you start noticing beauty in life, a spiritual gate opens up for you. You will feel inspired to take part in some community activities and social causes, feel the interconnectedness of everything.

Things that have warm colours will catch your eyes. You would see lots of things with oval shape, maybe the food you eat will be served on an oval plate, seeing mirrors, large jars, light shining through window glass. Anything that shows life's warmth and juiciness.

4. Amethyst

Music and words will guide you.

You may receive invitations or have some impulses to go to some concerts, movies, book/poetry reading events, live music at a café. Don't turn down those invitations. Don't ignore those impulses.

The universe is whispering to you through lyrics and screens. You may even get inspiration to make something beautiful and creative.

Pictures or sights of water, seashells, and rocks may show up a lot.

You may see the image of some masculine figures in your dreams, watch closely how they act, what they say in those dreams. Some people embodying masculine energy would show up in your life more, their gender doesn't have to be male but they embodying the archetype of the sun. Warm, energetic, authoritative.

Love.

[guardian5tiger3]

waddup guys here's a tarot reading -

1. 2

3. 4

GROUP 1

You guys are sharing or giving something to other people , either this is about work, something you create and share possibly online , somebody is a painter, or generally giving your time and energy to friends family or coworkers..

Something is going to blow up or someone is and it seems you guys are either in or will be in a state of distress or being tired or dealing with some clinical issues like depression .. it feels like you're being drained because you have neglected to take time to recharge and it almost seems like you or horribly, other people are just waiting for you to quit or freak out or something like that ..it seems like an issue where you're being stubborn cause you don't want to give up . This is reminding me of a short story by an author about joining a small work group and then putting him through so much physical labor hoping he ends up quitting, but him being way too stubborn to quit so no one thinks badly of him and cause he wants that money , but people purposefully pushing him and putting a lot on him like that actually hoping he quits . Some of you are hoping it reversed in a way and everyone else in this situation ends up beefing , like , fighting with each other or all being in some type of conflict. For some of you that would happen if you quit or leave . It seems like a negative feeling or state of being is still around over time even if you forget for a minute but then when you relax or something it still is like that . The advice here is to make sure you are putting your energy in a very personalized way , something that you would be proud of or happy to do . You might want to find a different job or start doing things to your liking . I just channeled a song by twenty one pilots - lane boy . You also might want to watch the video . Do what you want how you want to do it basically, do not people please at this time . I do feel like there are messages to get out of the song and video for you all also so, check that out . I also am feeling it's hard for y'all to move on from something and you should target a possible insecurity within yourself about not wanting to let go of something out of fear you won't get something else or you'll be left with nothing or in lack if you do .

Group 2

It seems like y'all have chosen a path in life that was predicted somehow at some point or is a type of destiny you have and there might be writing on the walls in your past about this happening now . You probably feel towards this like you've won in some type of way. I heard " in charge " . I think a group of people are plotting to go through some type of conflict in order to come towards you . If they did you might see you deciding to choose whatever path they have to offer you as moving towards conflict but I think your truest self would actually see this as more comfortable, exciting, and fitting for yourself . I think whatever is going on right now for you , you can't see the future about it and you don't fully realize that it would be like, boring or mundane or something like that somehow . I don't see this other path these people have to offer as negative I actually agree it seems that it would be more fun and more fitting for how you all are and would not cause you harm . I'm picking up on the heart .I think if there's an outer circumstance that would cause you to lean towards working or being with these other people in whatever way it's a sign to do so . Cause if this opportunity arrises you might feel defensive because it's basically not familiar to you at this point in time or it seems like unstable somehow because of that also . For some of you this is an emperor person come towards you for sure possibly in terms of love and if you already know them you might have an issue with wherever they have been since you last talked or saw them . If these people show up it's a good opportunity to say whatever you might want to say or have wanted to say . You need to remember to not be scared , generally and also specifically in terms of missing out on anything . Focus on your heart . I'll leave y'all with that .

GROUP 3

Someone is trying to or will or has been trying to force themself into your life, energy , work . Something like that . It looks like you've either told someone to get them to leave you be or you've told this person to go away basically or stop and you've had to defend yourself . This person is either back and forth somehow or has drastically different sides to them and their own character or personality . This may be a suitor of some sort, romantically and you may not realize that the case is that they like you like that but some of you do know this . This is kinda terrible but it seems like they must have been abused at some point or something so it seems like telling them no or rejecting them makes them want everything to do with you more . Cause it reminds them of a past dynamic they had probably in childhood or early teens . They're used to being treated a certain way so that's what they're used to that's what they like and know how to work with that . I think they think you'd be good for each other in any type of way . The outcome and advice is super different for all of you . Some of you have actually been harsh and should include this person and some of you didn't realize this and might get curious or something or treat them nicer or even inquire about a relationship or something who knows . You could end up being kind of abusive to this person or something . Not severally just taking advantage of their vulnerability so , no offense but make sure that's not what becomes of you in a situation like that make sure you pay attention to how people might feel cause some people will do anything for you and never mention if theyre hurting or if it's too much , if this is still resonating right at this point and you also feel overwhelmed just talk nice to them and keep a distance I think this persons attention span is short and this very well can just be a phase and they'll move on mentally pretty quick within a few weeks cause it's just a crush or some type of interest they have in you . For a few this also could be something well in the past that you should look back on and maybe come to terms with something or better yourself for any way you may have treated anyone . This seriously could have been high school or many years ago for a few of you .

Group 4

You guys are lucky . I'm seeing something about a metaphor like eyes in the back of your head but it's more like you can only see in front of yourself not behind yourself ,so you never truly can see everything or a full true picture of anything . You guys might be the philosophical type . Someone you or someone else has been in some type of severe trouble or something and someone else was abusing you or whoever this is or taking from them and this is truly a horrible disgusting energy but it's looking like the person who went through whatever traumatic thing this is has since been freed and has a lot to themselves and is looking great now for the most part . I think this person or you has so much of whatever it is energy, luck, material things, good looks because of how they were " taken from " in the past . This seriously could have been a torturous type of abuse . It seems like someone important to the person who was abused or taken from in the past has someone very important to them like a friend or soulmate that was turned against them because of this. It's possibly you're the person who was manipulated into turning against someone else that had been abused heavily . If that's the case there's a high chance you still think negatively of this person or if you're this person someone thinks that way about you still. It's because of whoever was being abusive and also possible people that person has in their corner . This person that was abused is looking good now or in the near future but they still deserve mercy and forgiveness and things like that by a lot . Funny it also looks like the abused person has no clue how they got to a point of being in a better vibe . The universe might be all that sees the truth about this person and situation entirely . So it shouldn't be a question as to why they have good luck or whatever happened or is happening here for them . It's possible there isn't a living person who sees their side . So either you are someone that is supposed to be there for them and important and you need to seriously rethink some things or question anything you've been told or shown or whatever . Or you're this person that was abused . If that's the case you need to strengthen your relationship with the universe or whatever you wanna call it god, spirit. Because there's infinite love for you there and it'll bring you closer to your soulmate the more you do that also . I think if you have a pet to lean on that pet for support and love also . No matter what happens just try to have a relationship or faith in the universe cause I'm seeing a physically ending possible having to move homes . If that happens at any point or has it's most likely to get you away from something dangerous so it's a good thing even if you don't see that . I think whoever is reading this has to front to other people or wear a mask . Basically you have to learn to love and accept yourself and heal any trauma that was inhumane that made you any type of insecure or anything . Pretty typical thing to say I know but in this instance it really rings true . I think youll naturally do this over time how you are but it's good to consciously try to do it , it'll probably happen faster for that . But don't push yourself too far . Feels like there might be a lot of different random things to focus on or you have adhd I don't know . A hot drink once in a while would be good to calm you down . Coffee tea or hot chocolate or something ya know .